1. Chapter 1 The Coffee Shop

2. Chapter 2 First Day Of Class

3. Chapter 3 Dad's Visit

4. Chapter 4 The Deal

5. Chapter 5 Clubbing

6. Chapter 6 Time With Arden

7. Chapter 7 The New Student

8. Chapter 8 The Part That Happened

9. Chapter 9 Brady

10. Chapter 10 Surprise Visit

11. Chapter 11 Dad

12. Chapter 12 Back In Class

13. Chapter 13 Safest Place

14. Chapter 14 Overreacting And Overthinking

15. Chapter 15 Confronting Arden

16. Chapter 16 First Time Expectations

17. Chapter 17 That First Moment

18. Chapter 18 Getting To Know Arden

19. Chapter 19 Miranda

20. Chapter 20 Issues

21. Chapter 21 Panic Day

22. Chapter 22 Bits and Pieces of Arden's Past

23. Chapter 23 The Restaurant

24. Chapter 24 A night gone wrong

25. Chapter 25 The Two Men

26. Chapter 26 Shower

27. Chapter 27 Intimacy

28. Chapter 28 Testing Of A Method

29. Chapter 29 The Trip

30. Chapter 30 Beach Walks

31. Chapter 31 Skinny Dipping

32. Chapter 32 Bad News

33. Chapter 33 The Hearing

34. Chapter 34 The Talk With Dad

35. Chapter 35 The Truth Of Arden

36. Chapter 36 Pressure

37. Chapter 37 Dad's love

38. Chapter 38 Leaving Arden Behind

39. Chapter 39 Back Home

40. Chapter 40 Alone With Thoughts

41. Chapter 41 Daniel

42. Chapter 42 The Decision

43. Chapter 43 Crushed

44. Chapter 44 Dad, my first love

45. Chapter 45 Broken

46. Chapter 46 Reputation

47. Chapter 47 A Friend That I thought I Needed

48. Chapter 48 Tough Timings

49. Chapter 49 Chilly air

50. Chapter 50 My Life

51. Chapter 51 Kicked Out

52. Chapter 52 Quality Time with Terry

53. Chapter 53 Laying Dad To Rest

54. Chapter 54 Preparations For Seattle

55. Chapter 55 A Taste Of Being A CEO

56. Chapter 56 The Boardroom Meeting

57. Chapter 57 Unexpected News

58. Chapter 58 Seeing Arden

59. Chapter 59 Solo Date Disturbed

60. Chapter 60 The Bar

61. Chapter 61 Humiliation

62. Chapter 62 At Her Side

63. Chapter 63 The Talk

64. Chapter 64 Staying Over

65. Chapter 65 The Explanation

66. Chapter 66 Newspapers

67. Chapter 67 Detectives

68. Chapter 68 Said What Was Needed

69. Chapter 69 To Seek Help

70. Chapter 70 Breathe

71. Chapter 71 A Memory Of Dad

72. Chapter 72 More stories

73. Chapter 73 Agreement With Sternpoint

74. Chapter 74 Babysitting Charl

75. Chapter 75 Dealing With Daniel

76. Chapter 76 Care

77. Chapter 77 New York

78. Chapter 78 Cynthia's Secrecy

79. Chapter 79 Craziness

80. Chapter 80 Dinner Invitation

81. Chapter 81 Meeting Mr Moses

82. Chapter 82 The Dinner Conversation

83. Chapter 83 The Drive

84. Chapter 84 A Day With Miranda

85. Chapter 85 Lights out

86. Chapter 86 Juice with Gerard

87. Chapter 87 Function

88. Chapter 88 Fight or Flight mode

89. Chapter 89 Taking Things Further

90. Chapter 90 A Woman Scorned

91. Chapter 91 Dark Secrets

92. Chapter 92 The Truth About Lucinda

93. Chapter 93 A Nightmare

94. Chapter 94 Supporting Each Other

95. Chapter 95 Reminders

96. Chapter 96 The Apartment

97. Chapter 97 My place

98. Chapter 98 Getting Close

99. Chapter 99 Breakfast

100. Chapter 100 Mother

101. Chapter 101 Time Alone

102. Chapter 102 The Unfolding

103. Chapter 103 The Heat Club

104. Chapter 104 Getting Cynthia

105. Chapter 105 Observations

106. Chapter 106 Nightmare On A Stormy Night

107. Chapter 107 Meeting with Lucinda

108. Chapter 108 Last Day

109. Chapter 109 My Surprise

110. Chapter 110 Still Grieving

111. Chapter 111 Moving Past It All.

112. Chapter 112 The Unexpected Question

113. Chapter 113 Leaving New York

114. Chapter 114 Lucinda To The Rescue

115. Chapter 115 The Wake Up

116. Chapter 116 Professor Richard

117. Chapter 117 A Reveal

118. Chapter 118 Meeting Terry's Boyfriend

119. Chapter 119 Arden's Back

120. Chapter 120 Our Talk

121. Chapter 121 Just Us

122. Chapter 122 Jeremy's Touch

123. Chapter 123 Birthday Supper

124. Chapter 124 The Start Of Regret

125. Chapter 125 Being A Friend

126. Chapter 126 Unwell

127. Chapter 127 Failed

128. Chapter 128 Confronting Jeremy

129. Chapter 129 A Moment

130. Chapter 130 Dismissed

131. Chapter 131 Confronting The Dean

132. Chapter 132 Sternpoint's Anniversary

133. Chapter 133 Officially CEO

134. Chapter 134 Lunch With Maddie

135. Chapter 135 Our Little Moment

136. Chapter 136 Emotions

137. Chapter 137 Arden's Mood

138. Chapter 138 Miranda's Help

139. Chapter 139 Meeting With The Board

140. Chapter 140 The Gallery Exhibition

141. Chapter 141 Worst Month

142. Chapter 142 Something is Wrong

143. Chapter 143 Shock

144. Chapter 144 By Lana's Side

145. Chapter 145 Breaking The News

146. Chapter 146 Recovery Mode

147. Chapter 147 Miranda's Trauma

148. Chapter 148 My Unfortunate Surprise

149. Chapter 149 Mom To The Rescue

150. Chapter 150 Admin Office

151. Chapter 151 Fury

152. Chapter 152 The Old Room

153. Chapter 153 Getting Rid of Mother

154. Chapter 154 Conversations With Lana

155. Chapter 155 Scarlett's Concert

156. Chapter 156 Forcing It

157. Chapter 157 Doctor's Check-Up

158. Chapter 158 A Breakdown

159. Chapter 159 The Pounding

160. Chapter 160 Letting go

161. Chapter 161 Breaking Free

162. Chapter 162 Strange

163. Chapter 163 Restaurant Date

164. Chapter 164 He Is Back

165. Chapter 165 Mariko's Visit

166. Chapter 166 Lucy's Hotel Room

167. Chapter 167 The Wreck

168. Chapter 168 Last Day On Vacation

169. Chapter 169 Unplanned Surprise

170. Chapter 170 Overflowing Love

171. Chapter 171 The Dreading Appointment

172. Chapter 172 Back To Reality

173. Chapter 173 Stressed

174. Chapter 174 Low

175. Chapter 175 A New Meeting

176. Chapter 176 Meeting With Daniel

177. Chapter 177 Dinner Stress

178. Chapter 178 Working With Daniel

179. Chapter 179 Arden's Behaviour

180. Chapter 180 Miranda's Crush Revealed

181. Chapter 181 Coffee With Miranda

182. Chapter 182 The Memories

183. Chapter 183 My Comfort

184. Chapter 184 Lucinda's Husband

185. Chapter 185 A Talk With Cynthia

186. Chapter 186 Getting Ready

187. Chapter 187 Start Of The Event

188. Chapter 188 Taking Care

189. Chapter 189 A Serious Talk

190. Chapter 190 Heartbeat

191. Chapter 191 A New Hope

192. Chapter 192 A Choice To Make

193. Chapter 193 Asking For Help

194. Chapter 194 Satisfied

195. Chapter 195 Guiseppe's Exit

196. Chapter 196 Concerns

197. Chapter 197 To Be Strong

198. Chapter 198 Last Day At Work

199. Chapter 199 The Night Before

200. Chapter 200 Love On The Beach

201. Chapter 201 Honeymoon Evening

202. Chapter 202 Suggestions

203. Chapter 203 On The Beach

204. Chapter 204 Conversation With Jordan

205. Chapter 205 Another Surprise

206. Chapter 206 Feelings Of Fear

207. Chapter 207 The Aloof Facade