Chapter 5

I enjoy working for Mr. Baldoni, I really do.

However, I also knew that this wasn't the end of the road for me. I started looking up job openings for personal secretary at the top 5 companies. I've been checking job listings for close to a year now, in the hopes that something opened up. If I were able to land a position at THE top company that would be the cherry on top of my ice cream sundae.

I didn't find any openings during this search, the same way I haven't any other time. But I wouldn't let that deter me. I'd keep checking back, so as soon as an opening pops up, I'm applying. As much as I love working for Mr. Baldoni, I can't waste all of my good years settling on the job I have simply because I can't get the one I want. Every day I make an effort to getting that job I want, one of these days that effort is gonna pay off.

I get off of work at 6pm, even though Mr. Baldoni won't be done until the last meeting at 7pm is over. I know he'll probably stay until 10pm working on other things after the meeting is over. I set it up to have dinner delivered at 8pm, I also make arrangements for them to set it up in his office. I make sure his car will be ready when he's done.

After I leave I walk back to the train station basking in the warm air that's blowing around me. I love the beginning of summer, where it's warm but it's not to hot to be outside. Midsummer is when I run from the outdoors. When the heat becomes unbearable. I make it to the train station and get on the train that pulls up as I walk down the steps. I make it home in 30 minutes, when I get there I'm exhausted.

I look in the fridge and see pasta left over from yesterday. I take the plate out, unwrap it, and head to the microwave. After heating it up, I pour me a cup of apple juice and sit down to eat. After I'm finished, I rinse my dish and put it in the dishwasher.

I head to my living room to watch some trash TV for a little bit, before I'm ready to head upstairs to bed.

I put on The Bad Girls Club, I just really like watching that so I can laugh at the fights and comment on the back biting that goes on all up in that house of females who all proclaim to be a bad girl.

I watch that until about 8 o'clock before I feel like I've had enough and am ready to head to bed.

I walk upstairs to my room and start shedding my clothes as soon as I walk through the door of my bedroom. I'm fully naked by the time I reach the bathroom, and walk over to the shower. I turn the shower on and get under the water, as the water runs over me I try to recall the last time that I was touched by a person. I know it's been a while because I had so much going on.

I think it's been like 2 months since I had sex, and thinking about it makes my dick harden. I look down at it, as the water runs over me, I haven't touched myself in a while either I think as I grab my dick and began to stroke it lightly.

I shiver at the contact, tighten my hand, and start stroking faster. I think about a faceless man with a gorgeous body that features a strong chest and cut abs. His arms are strong with veins running their length. He has sturdy thighs and a nice thick dick pulsing between his legs. I feel my orgasm rushing through me, as I think about him shoving that nice thick dick right in my hole. My hole twitches as I think about how it will feel to be filled again. I know I won't last long since it's been a while since I last came.

I stroke faster, grabbing my dick a little tighter as I feel my orgasm coming to a head. I get a little dizzy as I cum all over the shower wall. I give a few more lazy strokes, making sure all of the cum is washed away before I slump forward leaning my forehead on the wall, and take a few deep breaths before straightening up and grabbing my body wash and loofah.

When I finish washing and rinsing, I wrap a towel around my waist and walk out of the bathroom to my dresser. I open up a drawer and grab the first pajamas I see. Bright yellow with duckies all over it.(What can I say? I'm a kid at heart) I have a bunch of pajamas just like this one, I absolutely love them! I have penguins, bears, giraffes, monkeys, you name the animal I probably have the pajama set to match. I've never let anyone see me wearing these pajamas, cause I've never been comfortable enough with anyone to let them see this vulnerable side of me. Sometimes I want to feel like a little kid, and these pajamas help. Though they always end up being ripped off cause I'm hot.

After dressing I get in the bed and turn on the TV. I put on a random housewives show, just so I can have background noise to fall asleep to. As soon as I fall asleep, I begin to dream of a big office, with a buff CEO sitting behind a big, gleaming mahogany desk. With me standing in front of him going over his schedule for the day. I wish I could see his face, so perhaps I could look him up to see if he's real. Then I can get to work getting a job for him. If only things were that simple. In the dream, we're in meetings all day, and we travel often for business. We stay in first class hotels in their presidential or penthouse suites. I've just packed my bags, because I have to head to the airport for yet another business trip. This trip is to Italy. I make it to the private jet and board to see my boss already lounging back in a chair. I greet him brightly before taking my seat and taking a sip of the champagne the stewardess just handed to me.

This dream feels so real, I startle awake looking around like I was expecting to be on that plane that I was on right before I woke up.

I sigh and look at the time, it's 6:30 am. Who'd have known? I chuckle to myself and get out of bed to start my day. After doing my daily hygiene ritual and dressing, I head downstairs to make breakfast. I make a veggie omelet, and toast. Grab my coffee and sit down to eat. After I'm done, and have rinsed my plate, I'm out the door on my way to work.