1. Chapter 1 Time Wasn’t Enough

2. Chapter 2 The contract

3. Chapter 3 Doomed

4. Chapter 4 Wet for my husband’s killer

5. Chapter 5 She Moaned The Wrong Name

6. Chapter 6 Wrong Ring

7. Chapter 7 Before I Became His Wife

8. Chapter 8 The Wedding

9. Chapter 9 After I do

10. Chapter 10 The Death Warrant

11. Chapter 11 The Only Wall Left

12. Chapter 12 Beautiful War

13. Chapter 13 Kissing a Grinch

14. Chapter 14 More Than One Martinelli

15. Chapter 15 30,000 feet of hate

16. Chapter 16 Mantra can’t save me

17. Chapter 17 Shame and Ecstasy

18. Chapter 18 Guilty Pleasure

19. Chapter 19 Count Down

20. Chapter 20 Did I Just Say Worship

21. Chapter 21 Collateral Damage

22. Chapter 22 I need to get you wet just like you did me

23. Chapter 23 How Can It Be This Big?

24. Chapter 24 Forever Tribute

25. Chapter 25 If Only She Knew

26. Chapter 26 A Woman At His Grave

27. Chapter 27 BANG

28. Chapter 28 Did He Just Say Pregnancy Test?

29. Chapter 29 But You