1. Chapter 1 Between things

2. Chapter 2 Thanksgiving

3. Chapter 3 The Start of an intentional Christmas

4. Chapter 4 University Love

5. Chapter 5 Two lines

6. Chapter 6 Gone

7. Chapter 7 A cautionary tale

8. Chapter 8 Loved at home

9. Chapter 9 Denial looks like me

10. Chapter 10 The Promise Keeper

11. Chapter 11 Just the two of us

12. Chapter 12 The boy in Red

13. Chapter 13 Happy to meet you

14. Chapter 14 Without the Santa suit

15. Chapter 15 Temptation at ten

16. Chapter 16 Brian's gift

17. Chapter 17 Destiny at play

18. Chapter 18 Not a perfect Saturday

19. Chapter 19 The second meeting

20. Chapter 20 Assistant to Santa

21. Chapter 21 One more time

22. Chapter 22 After the Lights

23. Chapter 23 Change of mind

24. Chapter 24 More than words

25. Chapter 25 At home

26. Chapter 26 The second gift

27. Chapter 27 The man behind the beard

28. Chapter 28 Christmas eve

29. Chapter 29 New note

30. Chapter 30 Sweet coincidence

31. Chapter 31 Tuesday discovery

32. Chapter 32 Boxing day

33. Chapter 33 The empty chair

34. Chapter 34 Anticipation

35. Chapter 35 The empty stocking

36. Chapter 36 Smoke and Promises

37. Chapter 37 Staying

38. Chapter 38 A small table

39. Chapter 39 An unexpected visit

40. Chapter 40 The invitation

41. Chapter 41 Family and friends

42. Chapter 42 Precious possession

43. Chapter 43 Almost missed

44. Chapter 44 The space between words

45. Chapter 45 Questions

46. Chapter 46 Echoes that return

47. Chapter 47 An earned name

48. Chapter 48 Opened door

49. Chapter 49 Avoided conversations