What exactly are we now?

I want this with every part of me.

Adrian drops his leather jacket on the bed.

When he pulls off his hoodie, I cannot stop staring.

His chest and stomach look sculpted, and the small grin he gives me says he knows exactly what he is doing to me. He knows how drawn I am to him. He knows how deeply I...

Chapters

1. All men terrify me

2. My roommates were going to completely lose it when they saw this.

3. Meaningless kiss

4. Why does this girl make me act like such an idiot?

5. Kissing Damien, pretending to date him… what could possibly go wrong?

6. Damien! It is embarrassing! Do not read it!"

7. Like you are disappointed in me

8. What the hell was so funny?

9. That shy boy is gone. He has turned into a man

10. How could I not react this way?

11. Oh no. Is Paul walking into trouble?

12. Why are you making this so dramatic?

13. Why the hell does Elise care so much about whether Julian lives with me?

14. The pressure is unbearable.

15. My body clenches at the sight alone.

16. Why are you in my bed?

17. I thought you two were a couple

18. Does that make me a terrible person?

19. I wonder if Damien will see me that way too.

20. Do these two have a past?

21. S-stay the night?

22. Maybe I should just apologize for earlier and keep my feelings to myself tonight

23. What do you want to do after college?

24. People better watch out. I think Elise is turning into a gangster

25. ....my pulse only grew faster.

26. I am nothing like my mom

27. Are you on your period?

28. My girlfriend is very pretty.

29. What am I supposed to do?

30. What if I refuse to break up with him?

31. I am pregnant

32. Why would I ever say no to that?

33. Look at you. Corrupting your own innocence

34. I try to keep my face straight, but my lips twitch ...

35. .... you sound like my grandmother

36. I wanted to wish you luck with a kiss

37. I have a few ways to help jog your memory

38. That infuriating man!

39. Call an ambulance

40. I only want our boys to make it.

41. Let’s see what you brought inside. I am curious

42. I am glad you are coming out

43. I am furious

44. My muscles tighten around him

45. Ripped-player-pants.

46. Money is not a problem

47. You are thinking a guy my age, with no experience, cannot stay faithful

48. I am so afraid. Please, let me see her one more time.

49. Did you have another nightmare?

50. I do not apologise when I say that they deserve to rot.

51. I miss his touch

52. I undress

53. I cannot wait.

54. Out of my room!

55. Are you lonely?

56. Just one friend? That is honest of her

57. I bite my lip hard

58. Ouch. Do not tell me that

59. Maybe we could go on a date?

60. How can I ever make him love me back?

61. I am losing it