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Through those glasses, she had seen things she had wished she could erase. She had hated the things she once loved, places she once cherished and the man she grew up to love.
It didn’t matter who he was to her, his role in her life or even the title he possessed. She was going to take revenge, she was going to make him regret, she was going to make her father cry right before her eyes!
But what if he chose to add more pain to her aching wounds? The day he declared her married to a gateman, the strings left attaching her with him were forcefully cut off. And she was certain even if it would take her till eternity, so long as she stayed married to the gateman, her father would never know what happiness felt like!
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He hissed and turned away from the gate, feeling more aroused with anger as she kept honking aggressively at the gate. Or in other words, at him. What was wrong with this girl? Didn't she know that if she were to spend the night honking at him, no one in the world will make him open the gate for her? Not even his employer, which was sadly her father.
This time, when she honked he was sure it lasted for more than a minute, he hissed again and palmed his face out of exasperation, waiting for the worse. Because the worse had always come, and this time too, even before he exhaled, the door got banged open.
"Who the hell do you think you are, Mujaheed?! What have gone into your head?!" Those words were the first he heard, and as he always did, he didn't look up at her. It was a waste of time. Or rather, he wanted to suppress himself from smacking her or suffocating her throat until she lost her breath.
She moved to the bench he was seated on and stood above his head, her hands placed on akimbo while she glared at him. He didn't have to look up at her to know that she was glaring at him. She had always glared at him, always hated and he made sure he annoyed her and made her angry as much as she did to him every blessed day.
"What are you paid for?" She asked with an angry tone and he fixed his eyes on the small cup he was taking his night tea from. She hissed and looked away huffing out an angry breath. "Do you take me as a nuisance? How could I be speaking to you and you're ignoring me? I've been honking at you for over five minutes! What do you mean?!"
It had came to the place he always wanted, where she would point out the kind of person she was and everyday, unless it got to that point, he would never budge. And right now, she pointed it out he took his eyes off from his cup, "There you are, a nuisance. I thought you've long realized that no matter what you do, I won't ever open the gate for you the moment it pass 8pm at night?" He was talking so calm, with a voice rich with melody and sophistication. Which she sometimes found unnerving.
"What do you mean?" She clamored. "Do you perhaps take yourself as my father or what? To be this bossy whenever I want to go out?! That's none of your business, Mujaheed! Look, just go and open the gate for me. That's your job, a freaking gateman and you have no right to be questioning me like this! I've heard enough!"
He softly hissed and poured himself more of his black tea, she glared at the pot and prayed for the day she would break it, all along with his tea things as she called them. "What's the time now?" He asked, casually sipping his tea as though he wasn't doing a thing that go against his job.
She hated herself the moment she found herself lifting up her wrist and she checked the time, it was past 10pm at night. Yes, she was going out this late at night, but what the hell was his business?! Wasn't it his job just to open the gate and close? And to guard the house too? Who the hell was this man? And whatever gave him the effrontery to be acting this way, she would love to know or see it.
"It's past 10pm at night, go back inside unless but if you persist, you can as well open the gate yourself." He sipped his tea and ignored her standing figure above his head. He knew if she had the strength to, nothing could stop her from smacking his head so hard or even strangling him to death.
She hissed and glared at him even though she was sure it was only but a waste of effort. He didn't notice, and even if he did, he wouldn't mind. "Mujaheed, for the last time, open the gate for me." She said through gritted teeth, hoping for the day she would successfully get some bandits to deal with this bunch of arrogance.
How could a voice sound as sultry as hers did? And she was infuriated, a minute away from shouting her lungs out? Mujaheed wondered and hissed, this girl, lady or woman, because he wasn't sure how he should address her, irritated the veins in him. He hissed again and when he looked up, his eyes fell into her bloodshot eyes, the anger was evident.
"You have two legs and hands, don't you? Open the gate yourself or stop shouting on me. Please, just go away, I wouldn't want someone to walk by and think we're having a simple conversation, which will be so embarrassing if you ask me."
He didn't have to look up at her to know that he had hit a nerve, because Mujaheed could say this had been their routine, almost everyday. Or maybe on days her father wasn't around. She laughed humourlessly, the kind of laughter that could tell her bewilderment.
She clapped her hands and looked at him with an awe stricken expression, "Did you hear yourself right? Ya ilahi! This man is seriously-" She was cut off by her phone and she lifted up the screen.
"Hey, Babe." She callrd out, smiling even though she was burning wihin.
"Come on, Babe, we've been waiting for you for long, is your Dad around? Do I need to come before you can sneak out?" The voice from the other end spoke, and she glared at the nonchalant figure of Mujaheed before she spoke back.
"I'm so sorry, Babe. I've been held up by something, but I'll be there in a bit, sorry." She apologised silently with a faint smile on her lips and she could imagine the annoyed expression on his face.
"Okay, Babe. Please come over soon. I'll hang up now." And after the call ended, she glared at Mujaheed before she furiously walked back into the house. She opened the gate herself and went back to the car. She flung her bag to the back seat and aggressively drove out of the house.
She slowed down when she was sure that if she spoke he would hear her, "If you won't open the gate for me, you can close it. Unless you want to guard an open house." She hissed loudly and rolled her window up before she drove off.
Mujaheed stared at the specks of dust her tyres left behind. But let's wait and see who'll unlock the house for you when you're back, he mused to himself and angrily stood to close the gate. Something caught his eyes on the floor, something sparkling.
He closed the gate before he bent down and took it into his palms, scrutinizing it before he understood what it was. It was a bracelet. Wait, he didn't quite understand. It looked like a bracelet or an anklet. It was hers, without doubt. He hissed softly and slid it inot his breast pocket. He had no intention of giving it back to her, but he didn't know why he didn't throw it away.
"Here's your dinner, Ya Mujaheed!" A lady walked over to him, smiling widely and it looked as if she had ran or jogged.
"Oh, that's so nice of you, Nana. But you know..." She cut him off before he finished his sentence.
She placed the tray on the paddles on the entrance to his part. She looked up with a cheeky grin, "She asked me to make it the way you like it, Rice and okro soup, right? That's what I did."
He suppressed his angry expression and smiled appreciatively at her, "That's so nice, Nana. Thank you so much. But didn't I tell you to tell her that she should stop doing this?" He moved to where Nana stood, staring at him with her innocent eyes.
She pouted her lips a bit, "I told her and she nearly killed me that day. I have no choice but to do what she asked me. You know how it is." She smiled and he nodded his head.
"I know, thank you, Nana. I'll tell her myself when next I see her, okay? You should go to bed, you have school tomorrow, don't you?" He asked and chuckled when she stifled a yawn.
"You know I hate going to school, Ya Mujaheed. Dahlia makes sure everyone in that school hates me, it's never fun." He liked Nana, since the first day she was brought to this house from Sardauna, the village which she had told him tons and tons of stories about, he liked her.
She was only an innocent 14 years old girl whose father died, the grandmother that took care of her died too, which was Alhaji's Aunt and he brought her home after the condolences. It was evident that the people in the house treated her as though she were a maid, and she found peace only with him. She was funny, carefree and she spoke alot. The first time she called him Ya Mujaheed he told her to stop, but then she said that she once had a brother and he died, he couldn't deny her that.
"You know how Dahlia is, Nana, don't worry about her, okay? Just focus on your studies. You should really go and sleep unless you want them to be shouting at you in the morning for being late." She smiled and innocence dripped from her eyes.
"I will, thank you, Ya Mujaheed. Goodnight? Enjoy your weird meal as well." Because who ate white rice with okro soup? None but him.
He smiled, she was the only person he smiled at for a very long time now. It felt as if be bad forgotten how it felt like to smile, to feel the urge to laugh. "It's the sweetest combo ever, you should try it one day." They spoke for a dew minutes before she walked back into the mansion. Alhaji Kamal Sardauna's mansion. A name that rang and echoed around the four walls of Taraba State.
He sat down on the paddle and looked up at the sky, he had always loved it at night. With the stars and the utter darkness that had engulfed the world, Mujaheed felt so much at ease. He loved being alone, and he had always hated it whenever someone intruded him. He began to eat his dinner, sadly smiling as some random thoughts crossed his mind. He could only be himself at night, not everyday, but on days he chose to be himself, it had always been at night, when no one could see him or notice. He hated to notice it himself.
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It was still dawn when he came out of his room and took a look around the parking lot of the house, surprised when he hadn t seen her car. He thought he had slept off when she came back, that was why he left the key to the door where he used to hide it for her. Well, maybe not for her, but on days she went out to be so late at night, he had always kept the key for her. And somehow, she knew where he used to keep it, which was surprising. Because they had never spoken about it or even showed that they were aware of what had happened.
After he had prayed his Subh prayer in the mosque adjoined with the house, Mujaheed sat down and began to brew his tea like he had always down, and when the driver came to take them to school, they exchanged a brisk pleasantry.
"Good morning, Mujaheed, how have you been?" He greeted first, and Mujaheed looked up at him wearing the expression he had always worn. The nonchalant and cold look that often pushed people away from him; which he would forever be indebted to.
"Morning, Jibril, how have you been as well?" That was it, and even after Jibril had replied him, he only nodded his head and looked away.
The girls began to come out, they were only two of them; Dahlia which was Alhaji s third and last daughter than Nana. Dahlia barely threw him a glance when she hopped into the car and shouted at Nana that ran to greet him.
"Good morning, Ya Mujaheed! I hope you slept well?" She asked with a small smile and he nodded his head.
"I did, how was your night, Nana?" He questioned, and she nodded her head as she ran off, waving at him and he waved back at her.
He wondered why Jibril didn t come back early even though he didn t give a damn. And after an hour or more, he watched as the car drove to the house and that was when he realized the reason he stayed so long, he had taken Alhaji from the airport. Mujaheed rushed to the gate and yanked it open, his face holding its usual expression. He didn t mind whoever it was, he would always give you this expression no matter who you are.
"Good morning, Alhaji and how was your trip?" He greeted, ducking his head down a bit to show his respect.
Alhaji Kamal looked up at him with a warm smile, he had always liked Mujaheed. "Good morning to you too, Mujaheed. It was fine, thank you. I hope there isn t a problem when I was away?" He questioned and Mujaheed shook his head at him while he walked back to the door, to sip his tea again.
At first when Alhaji asked, he wanted to tell him about her, that she hadn t come back home, but then he thought maybe she was back without her car or something, and he would rather not. Jibril came out with the car shortly after that Alhaji had sent him again, and he sat there in utter silence, watching as the sun began to rise to the sky and sometimes, it blinded his view. But he loved the sensation of the burning sun on his skin, it was much better at times that what he used to feel.
"Mujaheed!!!" Alhaji called out at him while rushing towards the gate. He immediately stood up and walked into the house, wondering what had gone wrong for Alhaji to come out calling his name in such a distraught voice.
"What is it, Alhaji?" He asked, looking at his face that looked so forlorn.
"I got a call, Fareeda! She s in the hospital!" He said in a raspy breath and held his head.
"Should I call Jibril to take you there?" Even though he wondered what happened to her last night, he didn t faze. But he totally understood that he was this frightened. Maybe she got in contact with some thugs and disrespected them like she was used to? He prayed it was like that, let them teach her some lesson at least.
"No, Jibril is far away from home. Can you take me there please? You know how to drive, right?" Alhaji asked and Mujaheed could only nod his head. He walked to the parking lot and brought one of the parked cars out, and they drove directly to the said hospital.
On arriving, Alhaji turned to him from the corner he sat, "I pray she didn t do something bad this time, Ya Allah." He silently prayed and without answering, Mujaheed walked out of the car and opened the door for him.
They walked to the reception together, with Alhaji trying all he could to compose himself so none of the people watching over them could tell that he was in pain or rather, frightened. They went directly to the doctor s office, and when Mujaheed tried to go out and give them some privacy, Alhaji asked him not to. Mujaheed understood that, he was hypertensive, maybe he was afraid of an attack or something? He couldn t directly point a finger at his reason.
"What s wrong with her, Dr? I mean, when was she brought here?" How could he tell him that he knew his daughter hadn t slept home? And she was later found in a hospital without him knowing? Away on a business trip?
"She was brought here around 3am by a guy named Adam, I don t know maybe he s her husband but he hasn t come back and when we asked her for her guardian s number, she gave us your s, Alhaji." Alhaji gulped down a lump in his throat and closed his eyes, this was what he had been fearing to happen. He knew it, Fareeda hadn t stopped dating this Adam of a guy, what the hell was wrong with her? Did he have to nearly kill her before she could get what he was trying to say, for Allah s sake?
"And what s wrong with her, Doctor?" He asked again, trying so hard to keep his anger in check. Fareeda will have a taste of it today, for sure. He would have to make sure that she couldn t move a limb from her body.
"He told us that she fell from the stairs and she isn t deeply wounded. But sadly, we couldn t save her baby. She had a miscarriage."
Alhaji felt as if there was thunder strongly striking the walls of his ears, his head, his heart. It felt blank and eerily silent everywhere. Did he hear him right? Fareeda had a what?! But he had to act up, he wouldn t have to show this man that his daughter wasn t married like they all thought, lest he wanted the news to evolve around the streets of Taraba state that Alhaji Kamal Sardauna s daughter had an illegitimate child miscarried.
He immediately stood up, "Can we see her please?"
The doctor called a nurse and asked her to take them to the room Fareeda was kept, Alhaji wanted nothing but to lay his eyes on her, until then, he didn t know how to treat her. What kind of punishment she deserved and what he would say to her. She had never had his stricken with grief, shame and confusion until today.
The nurse showed them the room, smiled and walked off to her duty. He needn t to turn back to know that Mujaheed was following him, and when he tried to turn the doorknob to enter, Mujaheed spoke, "I ll wait in the car, Alhaji."
He softly shook his head, he didn t want to be tagged as a father that killed his daughter, he needed someone that can save Fareeda from his hands in this room. What was left? He had heard it, Fareeda had had a miscarriage, and she had never been married. Brought to the hospital by a random guy named Adam at 3am at night. He softly turned to look at him, "No, let s get inside together."
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エミリーと億万長者の夫との結婚は契約結婚だった。彼女は努力して夫の愛を勝ち取りたいと願っていた。しかし、夫が妊婦を連れて現れた時、彼女は絶望した。家を追い出された後、路頭に迷うエミリーを謎の億万長者が拾い上げた。彼は一体誰なのか?なぜエミリーのことを知っていたのか?そしてさらに重要なことに、エミリーは妊娠していた。
捨てられた妻
自己発見の旅は、彼女をパリという活気溢れる街へと導いた。偶然の出会いを重ねるうちに、カリスマ的で自由奔放なアーティストと親しくなり、その人物は彼女が今まで知らなかった情熱と芸術と解放の世界へと導いてくれる存在となった。
物語は、臆病で見捨てられた妻から、自信に満ちた独立した女性への彼女の変貌を美しく描き出す。指導を受けながら、ロクサーヌは自身の芸術的才能を発見し、キャンバスを通じて感情や願望を表現することに心の安らぎを見出していく。
しかし、彼女の変貌の噂がロンドン社交界に届き、過去が彼女を追いかけてくる。ルシアンは自分の過ちの重大さに気付き、離れていった妻を取り戻すための旅に出る。物語は、捨て去った過去の生活と、今や大切なものとなった新しい自由の間で揺れ動く彼女の姿を予想外の展開で描いていく。
三年続いた結婚生活は離婚で幕を閉じる。街中の人々は、裕福な家の捨てられた妻と彼女を嘲笑った。六年後、彼女は双子を連れて帰国する。今度は人生を新たにし、世界的に有名な天才医師となっていた。数え切れないほどの男性たちが彼女に求婚するようになるが、ある日、娘が「パパが三日間ずっと膝をついて、ママと復縁したいってお願いしているの」と告げる。
溺愛は時に残酷で 〜大企業社長と口の利けない花嫁〜
ブサイクな男と結婚?ありえない
しかし、結婚後、その男は決して醜くなどなく、それどころか、ハンサムで魅力的で、しかも億万長者だったことが分かったのです!
憎しみから情熱的な愛へ
毎日が地獄のようです。夫は私に対して心理的な暴力を振るい、まるで玩具のように扱います。優しい言葉など一度も聞いたことがありません。
最初から全て計画されていたのでしょう。私との結婚も、ただの復讐劇の一幕に過ぎなかったのです。私の心も体も、彼の復讐の道具でしかありませんでした。
夜になると、その冷たい視線に怯えます。彼の足音が近づくたびに、体が震えてしまいます。逃げ出したい。でも、どこにも行き場所がないのです。
こんな結婚生活、誰にも想像できないでしょう。表向きは、私たちは理想の夫婦のように見えるかもしれません。でも実際は...私の魂は日に日に摩耗していくばかり。
これが私の現実。悪魔との結婚生活。終わりが見えない暗闇の中で、私はただ耐え続けるしかないのです。
億万長者アルファ契約恋人
私たちの関係は契約に過ぎなかった。彼の本当の愛する人が戻ってきたとき、もう私は必要とされなくなった。契約を破棄され、消えろと言われた。
五年という月日で、彼の凍てついた心も私に向けて溶けるのではないかと思っていた。なんて愚かだったのだろう。
荷物をまとめて、去ることにした。彼には告げずに......私には残り三ヶ月の命しかないということも。
午後七時、グリフォン騎士団長のプライベートジェットが空港に着陸した。沈みゆく太陽が鮮やかなオレンジと赤を月の明るい光に譲ろうとしている頃だった。
到着してわずか三十分後、彼は私をダウンタウンのペントハウスに呼び寄せるよう命じた。
億万長者のシンデレラ
そうよね、これはただのビジネスだもの……
でも、彼の触れる手は温かくて……誘惑的で……
「処女なのか?」突然、彼は私を見つめた……
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エマ・ウェルズ。卒業を控えた女子大生。継母のジェーンと義姉のアンナから虐待を受け続けてきた彼女の人生で、唯一の希望は王子様のような恋人マシュー・デイビッド。世界一幸せな女性にすると約束してくれた人。
しかし、彼女の世界は完全に崩れ去った。継母が老人から結納金として5万ドルを受け取り、彼女を嫁がせることに同意したのだ。さらに追い打ちをかけるように、愛する恋人が親友のビビアン・ストーンと浮気をしていたことを知る。
土砂降りの雨の中、通りを歩きながら、彼女は絶望の淵に立たされていた……
拳を握りしめ、決意した。売られる運命なら、自分で売り手になってやる。
豪華な車の前に飛び出し、立ち止まる。自分の処女は一体いくらの価値があるのだろう……
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支配する億万長者に恋をして
田舎のブルックス家に引き取られたリース・ブルックスは、姉の代わりにマルコム・フリンとの婚約を突然押し付けられることになった。
フリン家からは育ちの良くない田舎者として蔑まれ、読み書きもできない粗野な殺人鬼だという悪意に満ちた噂まで立てられてしまう。
しかし、リースは誰もの予想に反して、卓越した才能の持ち主だった。一流のファッションデザイナー、凄腕のハッカー、金融界の巨人、そして医学の天才として頭角を現していく。
彼女の専門知識は業界の黄金基準となり、投資の大物たちも医学界の権威たちも、その才能を欲しがった。アトランタの経済界を操る存在としても注目を集めることになる。
(一日三章ずつ更新中)
売られた氷の女王
ドレスと下着を受け取り、バスルームに戻ろうとした私を彼女は制止した。彼女の命令を聞いた瞬間、心臓が止まりそうになった。
「ここで着替えなさい。見せてもらうわ」
最初は意味が分からなかったけれど、彼女が苛立ちを含んだ目で見つめてきたとき、言われた通りにするしかないと悟った。
ローブを脱いで隣の白いソファに置く。ドレスを手に取ろうとしたその時。
「待ちなさい」
心臓が飛び出しそうになった。
「ドレスもソファに置いて、まっすぐ立ちなさい」
言われた通りにした。全裸で立つ私を、彼女は頭からつま先まで念入りに観察した。その視線が私の裸体を確認していく様子に、吐き気を覚えた。
髪を肩の後ろに流し、人差し指で私の胸元を優しく撫で、視線は乳房で止まった。そして更に続く。ゆっくりと脚の間へと視線を移動させ、しばらくそこを見つめた。
「足を開きなさい、アリス」
彼女が屈んで、より近くから見ようとした時、私は目を閉じた。レズビアンでないことを祈るばかりだったが、最後に彼女は満足げな笑みを浮かべて立ち上がった。
「きれいに処理されているわね。男性はそういうのが好きなの。息子も気に入るはずよ。肌も綺麗で柔らかいし、適度な筋肉もついている。ギデオンにはぴったりね。下着を着けて、それからドレスを着なさい、アリス」
言いたいことは山ほどあったけれど、全て飲み込んだ。ただ逃げ出したかった。そしてその時、私は心に誓った。必ず成功してみせると。
アリスは18歳の美しいフィギュアスケーター。キャリアが絶頂を迎えようとしていた矢先、残酷な義父によって裕福なサリバン家の末っ子の妻として売り渡されてしまう。アリスは、見知らぬ少女と結婚しようとする美しい男性には何か理由があるはずだと考える。特にその家族が有名な犯罪組織の一員であることを知って。彼女は冷たい心を溶かし、自由を手に入れることができるのか?それとも手遅れになる前に逃げ出せるのか?
離婚後、ママと子供が世界中で大活躍
本来の花嫁である義理の妹の身代わりとして。
2年間、彼の人生で最も暗い時期に寄り添い続けた。
しかし――
妹の帰還により、彼らの結婚生活は揺らぎ始める。
共に過ごした日々は、妹の存在の前では何の意味も持たないのか。
結婚の終わり
まるで怒り狂った牡牛の前で赤い布を振るようなものだった。アンナは怒りが込み上げてきた。男の傲慢さにはほとほと呆れる。一年前、彼女は何とか脱出できたのだ。結婚した後、彼は彼女をギリシャの ancestral城に幽閉し、飽きた玩具のように捨て去ったのだ。
そしてそれだけでは足りないとでも言うように、彼は最も卑劣な行為に及んだ。街のアパートで愛人を囲い始めたのだ。彼女―つまり妻である自分が、がらんとした城で待ち続けている間も、彼はその女と夜を共にし続けた。まるで彷徨える魂のように。
エロス・コザキスは心に誓った。今度こそ、妻を取り戻すのだ!
そして彼女を、本来あるべき場所である自分のベッドへと連れ戻す。彼の下で彼女の しなやかな体が抑えきれない情熱に震え、二人の間で燃え上がる消しがたい炎を満たすため、何度も何度も深く愛し合うのだ。
数年間は彼女を素足で妊娠させ続け、子供を何人か産ませる。そうすれば、彼から離れるなどという考えは完全に消え去ってしまうだろう!
禁断の欲望
私はもう一度頷き、彼らに近づいた。まずはザイオンから始めた。手を彼に滑らせると、まるで噴水のように反応した。「おお!」と自分に言い聞かせた。直接触れないように泡立てていたが、彼は「手を使えよ。触ってもいいんだ」と言った。もう地獄にいるのだから、少し楽しんでもいいかもしれない。そんな邪悪な考えが頭をよぎった。
私は彼を撫で始めた。彼のうめき声が聞こえた。
ソフィー・デルトロは内気で純粋、内向的なティーンエイジャーで、自分が透明人間のように感じていた。彼女は三人の保護者である兄たちと共に、安全で退屈な生活を送っていた。しかし、アメリカのマフィアの王とその二人の息子に誘拐される。三人は彼女を共有し、支配し、征服する計画を立てていた。
彼女は罪と暴力の世界に巻き込まれ、禁断の関係に強制され、捕らえた者たちのサディスティックな性的快楽を奨励し称賛する学校に送られる。誰も信じられない。ソフィーが知っていたと思っていた世界は存在しなかった。彼女は自分の深い欲望に従うのか、それとも闇に飲み込まれ埋もれてしまうのか。周りの全ての人が秘密を持っており、ソフィーはその中心にいるようだ。残念ながら、彼女は禁断の欲望の対象だった。