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1. Chapter One - F**k my life.
2. Chapter Two - Today has been a disaster.
3. Chapter Three - Can I have the rest of the night?
4. Chapter Four - I can pretend for one night.
5. Chapter Five - You don't even know me.
6. Chapter Six - It wouldn't matter anyway.
7. Chapter Seven - I can't get her out of my head.
8. Chapter Eight - I knew he wouldn't know me.
9. Chapter Nine - I am not sure why.
10. Chapter Ten - I need this day to be over.
11. Chapter Eleven - I need to know more
12. Chapter Twelve - Sweet treats.
13. Chapter Thirteen - I refuse to leave it like this.
14. Chapter Fourteen - Impure thoughts.
15. Chapter Fifteen - I want her to open up.
16. Chapter Sixteen - No Judgement.
17. Chapter Seventeen - The idea of you scares me.
18. Chapter Eighteen - A million reason why nothing can happen.
19. Chapter Nineteen - Do you want to see me?
20. Chapter Twenty - I haven't had feelings like these in a long time.
21. Chapter Twenty-One - I don't expect anything.
22. Chapter Twenty-Two - I trust you.
23. Chapter Twenty-Three - Maybe it is a sign.
24. Chapter Twenty-Four - Maybe he has changed his mind.
25. Chapter Twenty-Five - Three a.m call.
26. Chapter Twenty-Six - Unexpected lunch plans.
27. Chapter Twenty-Seven - What the hell just happened?
28. Chapter Twenty-Eight - Will I ever escape my past!
29. Chapter Twenty-Nine - I am more than ready.
30. Chapter Thirty - I am not used to such a gentle touch.
31. Chapter Thirty-One - A uneasy feeling.
32. Chapter Thirty-Two - Something isn't right.
33. Chapter Thirty-Three - I will be right here for her.
34. Chapter Thirty-Four - Make me feel better?
35. Chapter Thirty-Five - Please tell me what happened?
36. Chapter Thirty-Six - Did you miss me?
37. Chapter Thirty-Seven - Don't make me tell you again.
38. Chapter Thirty-Eight - Getting away from it all.
39. Chapter Thirty-Nine - Forgetting about it all for a little while.
40. Chapter Forty - Princess treatment.
41. Chapter Forty-One - Someone from the past.
42. Chapter Forty-Two - Mine!
43. Chapter Forty-Three - I can't break.
44. Chapter Forty-Four - Good luck with that.
45. Chapter Forty-Five - What happened to her?
46. Chapter Forty-Six - This can't be happening!
47. Chapter Forty-Seven - I should have talked her out of it!
48. Chapter Forty-Eight - It feels like the world is against us.
49. Chapter Forty-Nine - I refuse to let him get to me.
50. Chapter Fifty - It will put my mind at ease.
51. Chapter Fifty-One - I don't have a choice.
52. Chapter Fifty-Two - I wish he would just disappear.
53. Chapter Fifty-Three - I know I shouldn't have left.
54. Chapter Fifty-Four - Happy to have you back.
55. Chapter Fifty-Five - You make me so needy.
56. Chapter Fifty-Six - Too much pressure.
57. Chapter Fifty-Seven - Last minute show up.
58. Chapter Fifty-Eight - I don't know how you put up with me.
59. Chapter Fifty-Nine - I will find a way to deal with it.
60. Chapter Sixty - I am not taking that risk.
61. Chapter Sixty-One - All of this needs to stop.
62. Chapter Sixty-Two - It is all my fault.
63. Chapter Sixty-Three - She is not going anywhere.
64. Chapter Sixty-Four - The guilt won't go away.
65. Chapter Sixty-Five - On The Mend.
66. Chapter Sixty-Six - I wish everyday could be like this.
67. Chapter Sixty-Seven - I have missed this.
68. Chapter Sixty-Seven - When will he give up?
69. Chapter Sixty-Nine - I want her to be happy.
70. Chapter Seventy - What do you take me for?
71. Chapter Seventy-One - He had no right!
72. Chapter Seventy-Two - You Need to try harder.
73. Chapter Seventy-Three - I need to calm down.
74. Chapter Seventy-Four - I am so nervous.
75. Chapter Seventy-Five - I need this to go well.
76. Chapter Seventy-Six - It has been a good morning.
77. Chapter Seventy-Seven - It is always so good.
78. Chapter Seventy-Eight - It is what we needed.
79. Chapter Seventy-Nine - I am regretting my choice.
80. Chapter Eighty - A nice surprise.
81. Chapter Eighty-One - Bonding.
82. Chapter Eighty-Two - My main concern is for her.
83. Chapter Eighty-Three - I refuse to let him get under my skin today.
84. Chapter Eighty-Four - I am so proud of you.
85. Chapter Eighty-Five - Feeling out of place.
86. Chapter Eighty-Six - You better hope they find you before I do.
87. Chapter Eighty-Seven - We can make a deal.
88. Chapter Eighty-Eighty - It is time.
89. Chapter Eighty-Nine - I haven't been feeling like myself.
90. Chapter Ninety - London.
91. Chapter Ninety-One - It is what we need.
92. Chapter Ninety-Two - The last person I expected.
93. Chapter Ninety-Three - It has been a great night.
94. Chapter Ninety-Four - Something special.
95. Chapter Ninety-Five - Make the most of our last night.
96. Chapter Ninety-Six - She can't know about this.
97. Chapter Ninety-Seven - Thankful.
98. Chapter Ninety-Eight - I don't know what the right thing is to do.
99. Chapter Ninety-Nine - Too much of a coward.
100. Chapter One Hundred - We aren't supposed to have secrets.
101. Chapter One Hundred and One- I did it to protect you.
102. Chapter One Hundred and Two - He doesn't deserve it.
103. Chapter One Hundred and Three - Not for right now.
104. Chapter One Hundred and Four - A surprise getaway.
105. Chapter One Hundred and Five - Our final destination.
106. Chapter One Hundred and Six - Date night!
107. Chapter One Hundred and Seven - A moment to change everything.
108. Chapter One Hundred and Eight - The perfect last night.
109. Chapter One Hundred and Nine - Finally, something good to celebrate.
110. Chapter One Hundred and Ten - Things are looking up.
111. Chapter One Hundred and Eleven - It would be for the best.
112. Chapter One Hundred and Twelve - You will find something.
113. Chapter One Hundred and Thirteen - The Hardest Thing.
114. Chapter One Hundred and Fourteen - What is all of this?
115. Chapter One Hundred and Fifteen - I am going to miss nights like these ones.
116. Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen - It wasn't supposed to be this way.
117. Chapter One Hundred and Seventeen - Emptiness
118. Chapter One Hundred and Eighteen - I need to find her.
119. Chapter One Hundred and Nineteen - I don't know I should.
120. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty - What I have been waiting for.
121. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-One - It is too much.
122. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Two - Not ready to say goodbye.
123. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty Three - One step closer.
124. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Four - No, it can't be.
125. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Five - Every inch.
126. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Six - He is home.
127. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Seven - Home, for now.
128. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Eight - We haven't done it here yet.
129. Chapter One Hundred and Twenty-Nine - Only for a couple of days.
130. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty - We need to talk.
131. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-One - It is what we have been waiting for.
132. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Two - An emotional day.
133. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Three - Can we do it sooner?
134. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Four - A celebration for two.
135. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Five - Celebrations.
136. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty- Six - Appreciate the support.
137. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Seven - Worrying.
138. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Eight - It is finally over.
139. Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Nine - Making amends.
140. Chapter One Hundred and Forty - A sexy surprise.
141. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-One - The best way to spent the afternoon.
142. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Two - It will be perfect.
143. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Three - Drawing closer.
144. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Four - Better now, than later.
145. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Five - Unexpected news.
146. Chapter One Hundred and Forty- Six - Today Is The Day!
147. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Seven - I Have Never Been More Ready for Anything.
148. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Eight - I Couldn't Have Asked For A Better Day.
149. Chapter One Hundred and Forty-Nine - I Can Relax Now.
150. Epilogue - Five Years Later.
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Chapter Fifty-Seven - Last minute show up.
Conrad
I just arrived with my parents at the event, and I saw Meredith coming towards us. Maya was trying to keep up with her. She looks pretty in her dress, but I need to keep it together. I don’t want anyone to suspect anything. Meredith acts sweetly and kindly towards my parents and me.
Maya ...
