Her Boon, Her Bane
Deyoti Falowo · Ongoing · 54.3k Words
Introduction
Three years ago, Joslyn Patel met a man whom her best friend had described as "sex on legs". Three years ago, Gabriel Reid met a woman whose smart mouth he'd hoped was as good at blowing as it was at retorting—it had been way more than he'd imagined, by the way.
Three years ago, sparks were ignited, their intertwined fate was set in stone and they had a night to remember.
Fast forward to two years later, Gabriel now has a girlfriend so he definitely shouldn't be thinking about the woman from that explosive night but he can't help that the memories were now imprinted on his mind... and perhaps another part of him.
Fate would have it that when Gabriel finally meets the best friend his girlfriend wouldn't stop talking about, she happens to be Joslyn, the mystery woman from two years ago. Tension brews between the two but nothing can be done about it.
Skip to the present; Gabriel is now single again and nothing stands between him and finally getting the woman he's spent three years wanting, but what happens when not long after he begins his chase, his divorced mother introduces a man her age as her new fiancé.
What happens when the man turns out to be Joslyn's father?
After all, a taboo relationship makes it all the more hot and exciting.
Chapter 1
Excerpt
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“You’re my best friend's boyfriend, Gabriel.”
Gabriel's steps faltered until he came to a stop, tilted his head and turned around to face Joslyn again. “Ex–boyfriend,” he corrected.
“Whatever. It still changes everything between us,” she shrugged and started fiddling with her water bottle, suddenly feeling timid beneath his scorching gaze.
Gabriel shook his head, walking back towards her. “It changes absolutely nothing, Joslyn. Not if you don't allow it.”
She looked into his eyes, her sweet honey-hued orbs colliding with his swirls of green and blue that reminded her of the Mediterranean ocean. The color harmony couldn't be more explosive.
Joslyn cleared her throat and averted her gaze from the magnetic pull of his eyes. Forcing herself to stand tall, she adopted a posture of confidence and resolve—a stark contrast to the storm of emotions raging inside her. Gabriel's nearness sent a wave of weakness through her knees, but she refused to let it show.
“No matter what, I won't betray Sigourney. It’s an unspoken rule between friends to never date each other's exes. You're off limits, Gabriel.”
“In that case, if we're gonna state the facts then it's Sigourney who's violated that rule between you two because you and I met first, didn't we, Joslyn?”
“That— That's different. She wasn't aware. We all weren't.”
“Oh yeah? Well I'm still saying this: fuck such rules. Whether they're unspoken or in the damn constitution, I don't give a fuck about that crap. And I am not off-limits, darling. Lapointe can't decide that for me. Only I can.” Gabriel moved even closer, backing her up against the wall of the hallway. “I want you, Joslyn. And I always get what I want,” his voice turned husky.
“T–That doesn't apply to me.” Joslyn stuttered, struggling but failing to keep her voice steady.
“I always get what I want,” he repeated firmly. At this point, their chests were touching as they both panted, equally breathless from the heated atmosphere between them.
“Why bother fighting it?” Gabriel asked softly, raising his hand to caress her face. He hooked her short silver hair behind her ears so he could feel her smooth and silken skin tingle and flush under the mercy of his mere touch.
“Your eyes, your lips, every part of your body, is begging for my touch, baby.” He whispered, trailing his other hand down her exposed arm, feeling the goosebumps surfacing on her skin.
“Just admit it. You're just as attracted to me as I am to you, Joslyn. You want me as much as I want you. Maybe even more.” His warm breath fanned her face, making her eyelids droopy.
His baritone voice carried the perfect blend of depth and huskiness, an intoxicating allure that wrapped around her like a siren’s song. It was temptation itself—akin to the devil murmuring sweet nothings into her soul, coaxing her closer. Every inch of Gabriel exuded seduction, and Joslyn was slipping, slowly but surely, into his grasp.
“I don’t,” she croaked before hurriedly clearing her throat. Gabriel smirked, fully aware of the effect he had on her. “Did I ever admit that?” Joslyn retorted, although deep down, she knew her protests were pointless. Every denial, every argument—it was all futile and they both knew it.
Gabriel's gaze shifted to Joslyn's mouth, taking in her unintentional pout and before he knew it, his hand still cupping her face inched closer to it. “Your lips,” he started, his calloused thumb grazing her bottom lip and tracing the delicate curve of her Cupid’s bow. His gaze remained riveted on the mesmerizing sight as he added, “need not speak the words your eyes so clearly confess, love.”
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C O P Y R I G H T
This book is solely a work of fiction. All names, characters, locations, incidents and/or occurrences are products of the author's imaginations, and have been used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual person(s), living or dead, places or events is purely coincidental.
Her Strength Her Bane © 2023 by Laramie.
All rights reserved. All parts of this book/publication are restricted to being reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form(s) or by any means — including but not limited to electronic, photocopying, mechanical, recording, or otherwise — without the prior written permission of the author/publisher. The only acceptable exception is brief quotations in printed reviews.
A B O U T
Her Strength, Her Bane is a romance book set in the contemporary world (cited as the city of Vancouver, Canada), between a billionaire CEO, Gabriel Nicholas Reid and the flight attendant, Joslyn Leann Patel, who he'd been chanced to meet at a club one night.
The story takes effect as a one-night stand trope kinda book but it advances into something more when the fates of both leads are woven in more ways than one and subsequently, later in life, they're set to meet more times.
I N F O R M A T I O N
Her Strength, Her Bane is set in three time zones namely: two years before the present (that is, the club night), a year before the present (that is, Gabriel and Sigourney dating and Joslyn's and Gabriel's official introduction to each other courtesy of Sigourney) and lastly, the present times which spans the rest of the book. It was imperative that insights on their past were given, therefore it had to be written before the book officially began and I hope that by this explanation, clarity is brought to the readers, so as to prevent any instances of confusion.
Another thing to note, this is a fictional book, and so a number of things aren't real and have only been coined from the author's imagination—and some of the things that ARE real, have been fine-tuned for the sake of the plot. An instance of this is Joslyn's job as a flight attendant and the details of it, such as her break/time off period. My knowledge on air-hosting/flight-attending is limited to what I got off the Internet, and so I'd tweaked a couple of things to suit the plot of my book. Please, keep this in mind.
Lastly, the first few chapters were written years ago which means they are... cringe-y at best compared to the newer and more recent chapters. I haven't gotten around to editing them yet but I will in due time. So if you can manage to get through them and look past their flaws, I can guarantee you'll enjoy Gabriel and Jos's story!
W H A T T O E X P E C T :
> Vulgar language.
> Mature/sex scenes.
> Some level of angst.
> A taboo relationship.
> A possessive alpha male.
> A feisty, sassy & independent female lead that might make you want to pull your hairs out, lol.
> Reverse grumpy × sunshine.
> Slow burn sorta romance novel.
> Good but imperfect grammar guaranteed.
(I'll try to make it as error-free as possible but I don't promise that there won't be a few slip-ups here and there.)
> Sweet and swoon-worthy scenes are also guaranteed.
Without further ado... I give you HER STRENGTH, HER BANE.
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