REMAIRRED TO THE PERFECT BILLIONAIRE

"I will marry Vienna ...." These words were spoken by Redrick Vans, the man I've been in a romantic relationship with for 3 years.

Jdeeer!

It was like a bolt of lightning that struck me right in the heart.

My eyes immediately glazed over, but I made up for it with laughter. "Hahaha!" I laughed with a bitter feeling. My heart hoped it was just a joke. In reality, my hope was just a fantasy in my imagination.

Redrick's face turned serious and I realized that his words were no joke.

This was my story. A love story that made me cry, laugh and be moved. A love that confuses me, a love that I don't know how to handle.

Why is it so hard to love me, Redrick? My mind wondered.

Do you love me, that's what I always wanted to ask him. A question that makes me both nervous and curious. This love makes us do strange and incomprehensible things. But that's how love is.

Sometimes I don't understand why you're dating me, or if you want something from me. Because sometimes I find you loving me. Sometimes you're selfish to me.

I don't know ... Maybe it's just my feelings. But ... I know one thing. I really love you, no matter how you are with me. And that's how we became lovers. Even though I knew back then, he loved someone else.

I was wrong for thinking everything would be fine.

In the beginning, our love life was not so good. I was in a relationship with a man whose heart was already filled with another woman.

Even so, I didn't want to give up.

Nothing will happen as long as we keep quiet. But the answer will be clear once we try. That's my principle. In the end, I was the one who was wrong. In the end, I was the one who lost.

"Fyuuuh ...." I sighed softly.

This love is really suffocating, confusing, and exhausting.

I'm really tired. Is this my fault?

During our relationship, I tried to do everything I could. I tried to make him love me.

But still, in the end, I was the one who lost.

The lover that I loved so much, instead told me that he wanted to marry Vienna. The woman he used to love before he was in a relationship with me.

"Honey... Why are you laughing?" Redrick asked in surprise.

To avoid him I pretended not to hear him because I was talking on the phone, "What's wrong honey? Wait a minute."

I again pretended to joke with my friend on the phone, "you're just making fun of me, hahaha!" I added while pretending to laugh.

I feel scared. And I didn't know what to do. The emotions in my chest were rising. After Redrick said that, I decided to go out and avoid him, "Don't joke so much, I'll be right there," I said on the phone.

"Honey, can I go out first! My friend has a problem, haha!" I laughed again. I laughed with bitterness. And I wanted to hide that bitterness by pretending I hadn't heard what Redrick had said to me. I acted as if I was rushing to meet my friend on the phone.

In truth, I just wanted to avoid him, to give myself time. I hoped he would change his mind about marrying Vienna.

"Naina ...," he called softly.

Yes, Naina. That's my name. For some reason my heart ached when he called my name. I wasn't ready to hear his next words.

As my hand touched the door, I closed my eyes tightly, trying to stay strong. I turned around to say something to him, "I love you Redrick," I said with a smile.

I had said love to him many times, but he never loved me back, even if it was just with words. This time was also the same, he was just silent, I was really like a fool in his presence, "goodbye ...." I said as I waved my hand and left.

Outside the door, I held my chest tightly. Unconsciously my tears just fell.

It hurts!

My heart hurt so much!

I ran quickly towards my car garage. I wanted to leave as quickly as possible. I wanted to get away from this bitter reality.

The love I've been waiting for all this time is just unrequited love. He... Doesn't love me. What a painful reality.

Hhhh .... I'm tired, where am I going now? I thought.

My car drove fast, I wiped my tears many times. I really couldn't help it, the tears couldn't stop.

Finally I decided to go to the beach, a place that could calm me down. "Hi," I greeted the beach I came to.

The beautiful scenery healed my pain a little, the gusts of wind swept away my fatigue, the feet that tread on the sand made me closer to the nature around me, even though I was alone I felt I had many friends. They are the sand that touches the skin of my feet, the cool breeze that greets my skin, and the sound of the waves that drives away my silence.

I exhaled slowly. This is really comfortable. I feel better than ever.

I decided to sit and linger on the beach bridge.

While looking at the beautiful beach, I cried again. "Why does this hurt so much." My teardrops touched the blue water of the beach.

As I cried, the beach water in front of me looked a little strange. There were bubbles of water there, I tried to look at it, but I couldn't see what was in the water, "is it a shark," I said afraid. I couldn't think straight, my mind was drifting everywhere. I reflexively tried to back away. Facing death, I instantly forgot all my grief, my tears stopped flowing.

Byuur!

What I was worried about emerged from the water. "Aaaaa!" I spontaneously screamed out loud. I reflexively closed my eyes out of fear.

"Miss ...." A charming male voice rang in my ears.

"What... What's wrong?"

What was that voice I heard?