Chapter 1 The Crack on the Ice
Nessa POV
The arena air cut cold and metallic into my lungs. Fifty feet up, behind the VIP glass, my father held a digital stopwatch. He didn’t wave and blink. He just watched.
“Higher, Nessa.” Victor’s voice rasped through the earbud. “Speed creates height. Height creates perfection.”
I dug my left blade deep and pushed harder. Six hours had already passed, my legs burning and my shoulders forced back. One clean Quad Lutz locked my Olympic Qualifier spot. One clean jump and he couldn’t threaten to drop me from his firm again.
Three clean triples that morning. The coaches nodded while the junior trainers took notes. None of it mattered if the Quad failed. He’d said it at breakfast while cutting eggs: “Medals are not built on almost.”
I slammed the toe pick into the ice and threw my full weight into the rotation as the lights blurred around me—one, two, three, four.
Landing.
My right blade caught the groove wrong, twisting my joint with a loud snap that shot up my shin. Pain exploded as I hit the ice hard, my shoulder slamming into the barrier and my leg dragging behind me.
I couldn’t breathe. Cold water soaked through my tights as I curled up, clutching the joint.
“Get up, Nessa.” Flat tone. “Winners don’t bleed on the ice. Get up before the press in the upper lounge sees you.”
“Dad—” I pressed my face to the ice. “I can’t move my foot.”
“Nothing is broken that cannot be wrapped. Forty-eight days until qualifiers. Stand up on your own feet.”
I planted my palms on the slick surface and forced my torso up. The blade touched down, and agony ripped up my calf. My knee buckled, and I crashed back onto the ice.
Pain whitewashed everything, but underneath it a smaller, uglier thought surfaced: He looks more angry than worried.
Two paramedics jogged out with an orange stretcher.
“Send them away,” Victor ordered. “No stretchers. No headlines. You walk to the car on your own, or I cancel every sponsor contract by midnight.”
I looked up. He turned his back, adjusted his tie, and walked out of the booth.
In the private locker room, the steel door slammed shut. He didn’t ask how I felt or check my foot. He unzipped the leather bag and pulled out a prescription bottle and a bottle of water.
“Take two.”
“Dad, no. Dr. Evans said X-ray first.”
“Evans works for the federation. I work for your career.” He opened my hand and pressed the pills into my palm. “These will keep the swelling down overnight. Five a.m. tomorrow, you’re back on the ice. You are not losing your spot to a backup.”
“I can’t jump on this. You heard the sound.”
He leaned in until his eyes were inches from mine. “You will jump if I tell you to jump. Sponsors care about gold, not your pain. I built this career. Do not ruin it because you lack discipline.”
He closed my fingers around the pills, turned, and locked the door from the outside.
Twenty minutes later, the side door unlocked. Dr. Evans walked in, tablet in hand, face pale.
“He left?”
I nodded and stared at my swollen, discolored foot as the numbness faded into a deep, throbbing ache.
“Emergency scan from the mobile unit.” He slid the tablet over, showing a bright red shadow at the base of the ankle joint.
“Broken?”
“Severe ligament tearing and joint micro-fractures. One hard landing and it shatters. Surgery just to walk down the street.”
I buried my face. “He wants me on the ice at five.”
“Not this time. The scans went straight to the Sports Federation Medical Board and were flagged twenty minutes ago. New safety mandates. Mandatory medical leave.”
My heart hammered. “They’re pulling me from the qualifiers?”
“Not yet. Intensive off-ice rehab under a federation-appointed specialist. No ice until he clears you.”
Relief, then dread. “Victor will hire lawyers. Overrule it.”
“He tried, but the Board rejected the appeal ten minutes ago. They assigned a specialist who doesn’t answer to his money.”
A thin blue folder across the bench. I flipped it open.
He had dark, messy hair, a sharp jaw shadowed by stubble, and cold gray eyes like a thunderstorm.
Brennan Kessler.
My breath hitched. “He’s a hockey player. He hates my family.”
“Only certified specialist available who isn’t on the payroll. Total authority over your schedule.”
The door banged open. Victor stood in the doorway, phone clenched in his hand, his face dark with rage. He looked at Evans, then at the folder in my lap.
“This is a joke. I will not let a disgraced street fighter touch my daughter’s training.”
“The decision is final,” Evans said. “She doesn’t report to his facility; Olympic eligibility is cancelled permanently.”
Victor glared at me, jaw clenched, a muscle twitching in his cheek. He bent close to my ear. “You start tomorrow at six. Do not embarrass me. Get through his program and get back on the ice.”
He marched out.
Evans looked at me with quiet pity. “Brennan Kessler doesn’t take excuses. Be ready.”
I stared at the photo as dark eyes glared through the paper. My ankle throbbed under the wrap, and cold fear settled in my stomach.
It wasn’t just an injury anymore. I was walking straight into the hands of a man who had every reason to want my family destroyed.
I had forty-eight days to heal enough to land the jumps that kept my name on the Olympic list. The only person standing between me and the ice was Brennan Kessler.
I closed the folder and pressed it to my chest. Tomorrow at six, I would walk into his facility on crutches and try not to show him how much the thought of him already hurt.
