Velvet Chains

Velvet Chains

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Introduction

I said no to the wrong man.
One fleeting meeting, one polite rejection—and now he’s everywhere. Watching. Waiting. Whispering my secrets in the dark.
He didn’t just follow me. He invaded every corner of my life: destroyed my relationship, ruined my safety, broke every rule I thought protected me.
Now he’s in my dreams, in my nightmares, in the trembling space between fear and craving.
His gifts are wicked temptations. His threats curl around my throat like a promise.
Each time I resist, his obsession deepens—and the harder I fight, the more I want what I know I shouldn’t.
He says I’ll beg for his touch. That I’ll wear his chains like a second skin.

Her “no” was the sweetest provocation I’ve ever tasted.
I’m used to taking what I want—money, power, loyalty, women. But her? She’s different. Untouchable. Defiant. Mine.
She thinks she can run. She thinks love will save her, or that the world will protect her from a man like me.
Let her try.
I’ll tear her life apart, one thread at a time.
Her boyfriend? Gone.
Her rules? Broken.
Her body? Quivering for me, even when her lips spit defiance.
She can hate me all she wants—so long as she screams my name when I break her open and make her beg.
Because in my world, surrender is the only escape—and her pleasure will be her undoing.
She’ll wear my mark, my chains, my name on her lips.
I warned her:
Velvet chains look soft, but once you’re in them, you never break free.

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Chapter 1

The hotel lounge pretends it isn’t a hallway to a hundred little kingdoms. Carpets swallow footsteps. Gold ribs of light frame the ceiling. The bar is a mirror that lies—everyone looks better, richer, more dangerous in its reflection.

I’m laughing at something unfunny from a vendor with a lanyard and a bolo tie, nodding like my head’s on a hinge. There’s a low cello hum in the HVAC, the clink of ice against glass, the gentle warfare of networking. My shoes hurt. My smile does, too.

He appears the way expensive men do: not by stepping into the room, but by altering its temperature. A shift, subtle enough that no one name-tags it. The hair along my arms rises. I glance without meaning to.

He’s at the far end of the bar, back to a column striped with onyx. Black suit, not overly flashy, but the fit is forensic. White shirt open at the throat, no tie. He’s not one of us. No badge. No schedule tucked under his hand. He’s a distraction in a world that measures productivity in minutes.

His gaze catches mine like silk snagging on a ring. There’s a pass between us—an invisible tug that asks if I want to play. I drop my eyes and pretend the cocktail napkin in my hand is urgent.

“Lena?” Priya ghosts to my side, saving me. Her hair is in a braided crown. She already changed from conference flats into stilettos she can actually run in. “You promised me a bathroom gossip break.”

I exhale. “I’m fulfilling my promise right now by not throwing myself off the mezzanine.”

“Please don’t, you still owe me coffee for covering your breakout session Q&A. Two people tried to sell me their apps in the question line.”

“Did you tell them we don’t buy apps in the question line?”

“I told them we buy drinks at the bar. Speaking of, yours looks empty.”

“It is.” I lift it. A few flecks of lemon pulp stick to the sides like confetti after a dull party.

“Then come on,” she says. “The faster we drink, the faster we can leave.”

We wedge ourselves toward the bar, bodies brushing, perfume mixing into a high, bright sweetness. The closer I get, the louder my body gets—the pulse in my throat, the ridiculous awareness of my lipstick. I don’t look at him again. I can feel him already, the way a storm is felt before it’s seen.

A couple slides away from the marble. I fit my empty glass in the gap like I’ve solved a puzzle. The bartender—a woman with a pixie cut and the calm of a war veteran—sweeps in.

“What can I get you?”

“Another French 75,” I say. “Please.”

“Negroni for me,” Priya adds.

“Coming right up.”

Someone to my right moves, a slow lean that sends a faint slipstream across my bare shoulder. The suit. I know it without turning. I sense him the way the glass senses the condensation bead down its side. He doesn’t speak. He doesn’t need to. I feel watched without the slime of being watched. There’s intention, not lechery. A difference you learn to read to survive.

The bartender returns with a coupe, its sugared lemon twist like a little flag. I pass my card. The glass is cold enough to numb my fingertips.

“Work thing?” a voice says, warm and unhurried.

I turn because of the way he asks it—like he already knows the answer and is inviting me to lie. Up close, he’s worse. The suit is midnight. His hair is dark, cut close on the sides, the top combed back but not lacquered into submission. Eyes deep enough to store a season. A thin white scar tucks into his left brow, quiet as a signature. He’s thirty-something. Maybe more. Not young-money eager; old-money sure.

I aim my smile like a safety. “The lanyards give it away?”

“Among other things.” His gaze flickers—my badge, my hands, the way I set my elbow on the bar, the faint sheen at my collarbone. Cataloging. Not in the way of a creep counting trophies—the way a chess player counts spaces ahead.

“Let me guess,” I say, because my mouth likes danger more than my life does. “You’re not here for the killer keynote on synergistic pipelines.”

He laughs. It’s not loud. It has weight. “I prefer my pipelines literal.”

“So…oil?”

“Something like that.”

“You don’t seem very flammable.”

“Not in public.”

The line lands somewhere between ridiculous and chilling. It shouldn’t work on me. I’m not nineteen. I don’t fall for suits with dimples and dangerous hobbies. I sip to buy time. Dry champagne and lemon bite my tongue. Don’t gawp, Lena. Don’t be a story you tell later that starts with I knew better and ends with I did it anyway.

“I’m Lena,” I say, then hate myself for saying it, because names are doorways.

“Lena,” he repeats, and my name sounds different wrapped in his voice. Less casual. As if he’s tasting it. “Nice to meet you.”

“And you are?”

“Buying your next drink.”

“That’s not a name.”

“Careful,” he says, and he smiles like the warning is a kindness. “People give pieces of themselves away when they think they’re still whole.”

“Poetic.”

“Practical.”

Priya returns from settling up at the other register. She takes one look at him, then at me, then raises both brows so high they threaten to flee her face. I shake my head slightly. Not a yes. Not a no. A don’t start.

“Hi,” she tells him, friendly as a flight attendant during turbulence. “We were just leaving.”

“Were you?” he asks me, not her.

“Yes,” I say, even though I wasn’t. “We have an early panel.”

“Of course.” He nods, as if I’ve told him a secret about my blood type. “Enjoy the rest of your night.”

I expect him to turn away, bored. He doesn’t. He repositions, casual enough to be deniable, so that moving past him means passing close. Not touching—just the implication of touch. His attention folds around me like air warmed by a lamp.

We move. My shoulder grazes a whisper of wool. That close, I catch him: clean skin, expensive soap, a shadow of smoke that isn’t from the bar. My chest tightens like it wants to be greedy. I hate that my body is a little traitor with hot opinions.

“Goodnight,” he says in my ear, and it isn’t a flirt. It’s a note under a door.

We weave back into the current. Priya waits until we’re three paces away. “You have to stop making prolonged eye contact with storms.”

“I wasn’t—”

“You were. And if that man isn’t a storm, he’s at least a private island with a helipad and a history.”

I grin into my glass. “Is that your professional assessment?”

“It’s my professional assessment that men like that come with NDAs and a second passport. Was he wearing a badge?”

“No.”

“Then he’s either a sponsor or a shark.”

“Those categories overlap.”

“They’re concentric circles.” She leans in. “Okay, give me exactly fifteen seconds of fun speculation before we go back to being good girls who care about cross-functional alignment. What’s his deal?”

“Maybe he really does prefer literal pipelines.” I lick lemon sugar from my thumb, then realize I’m doing it and shove my hand down. “Construction. Energy. Import-export.”

“He’s either a sheikh, a mafia heir, or both. Don’t sleep with him.”

“Priya.”

“I’m serious. The look he gave you was…not safe.”

“Nothing about this conference is safe. Remember the shrimp skewers?”

“I’m going to get you a glass of water,” she says, like she can rinse me of it.

“You’re not my handler.”

“Tonight I am.”

We do another lap, say our goodnights, promise to meet downstairs at eight like we’re not going to text at seven-fifty in sweatpants and terror. By the time I slip out of the lounge, the lobby is a mosaic of travelers dragging their lives behind them in wheeled bags. A rotating door exhales outside air that smells like rain stalled over concrete.

I take the escalator up to the mezzanine to cross to the other elevator bank. The lights up here are softer. Conference posters line the wall like polite propaganda. The hum of the lounge recedes to a muffled luxe heartbeat.

“Nice save,” a voice says.

He’s leaning on the mezzanine rail, half in shadow, like the hotel grew him there. My own shadow lurches. I stop because there’s nothing else to do. There’s no one up here. The carpet eats noise, and the glass eats witnesses.

“I thought you weren’t flammable in public,” I say, sounding braver than I feel.

“This is quieter than public.” His eyes tip down over the lounge. “Your friend is protective.”

“She’s practical.”

“So am I.”

“By warning me about my own name?”

“By telling you that the things we offer without thinking cost most.”

“And what do you offer without thinking?”

He smiles, then lets the smile go, like it was a coin he flipped and didn’t like the way it landed. “I don’t do much without thinking.”

We stand there, a pitch held between breaths. I should leave. I don’t. The rain smell pushes closer, a promise on glass. Somewhere below, laughter spikes and fades. Up here, the world stops at the edge of the rail.

“I’m not interested,” I say finally, as if I need to say it aloud to make it true. “I have a boyfriend.”

“Does he make you laugh?” He asks it like small talk, which makes it worse.

“Yes.”

“Does he notice when your smile doesn’t reach your eyes?”

The question slides under my ribs. Anger stirs, sharp enough to be useful. “You don’t know me.”

“Not yet.”

My pulse drums a warning. “Is this a game to you?”

“I don’t play,” he says, and I hear the lie, or maybe the truth.

“Then what is this?”

“What it looks like.” He steps closer—not enough to crowd, just enough to pull my focus like a tide. “A man who saw something he wants and is telling you that.”

“I said no downstairs without saying it,” I tell him, jaw tight. “Here’s me saying it.”

He nods as if I’ve given him coordinates. “Noted.”

“Good.” I turn.

“Lena,” he says, and my name in his mouth makes me stop against my will. “You didn’t ask for my name.”

“I don’t need it.”

“You’ll want it later.”

I manage a laugh that sounds normal. “Confident.”

“Accurate.”

“I’m walking away now,” I announce, for myself.

“Be careful on the marble,” he says, like we’re already intimate, like he knows my bones.

I walk. Not fast enough to look scared, not slow enough to look stupid. In the glass of the elevator doors, I catch him behind me, reflected as if he’s a possibility instead of a person. He doesn’t follow. He only watches, hands in pockets, like patience is a thing he collects.

The doors open to an empty box of mirrors. I step in. My face looks like mine—competent, a little flushed. I hate that part of me, the part tuned to a frequency it shouldn’t hear, wants to write this off as nothing. Just a conversation. Just a man. Just a night.

The elevator hums up. The moment I hit my floor, I text Priya: In room. Alive. Storm dissipated.

She replies with three knife emojis and a GIF of a cat with a bazooka.

I lock the deadbolt, throw the latch, and set my glass down like I’m disarming something. The room smells like hotel soap and the faint ghost of whoever checked out hours ago. I lean against the door. My heartbeat is a moth in a jar.

I go to the window. Rain has turned the city into a million little mirrors. I rest my forehead against the glass and tell myself a story where I will never see him again.

I’m good at telling stories that get me through the night.

I shower too hot, scrub too hard, wash him out of my skin though he never touched me. I put on cotton things that make me feel unsexy and therefore secure. I sit on the edge of the bed and call my boyfriend, because that’s what people in love do. The call goes to voicemail. I leave something bright, something simple.

After I hang up, the room is louder with silence. I pull back the duvet and climb in, phone facedown, lamp dimmed to a halo. I close my eyes.

I see a black suit. A scar in a brow. A mouth that says careful like a caress.

When I finally sleep, it’s shallow and annoyed. I dream in gold ribs and mirrored bars, all the exits hidden behind velvet ropes.

✧ ✧ ✧

She says no like she’s rescuing herself. She doesn’t realize I’m the one who offered the rope.

Lena.

Names have edges. Hers is a clean one. It fits in my mouth and sits there like a secret pressed under my tongue.

I let her go upstairs without following because a man who can’t wait isn’t a man anyone should fear. But I’m not patient because I have to be. I’m patient because I like the way waiting sharpens my wanting.

At the mezzanine rail, I watch the lounge churn—badges and budgets, men who think I’m one of them, women who know I’m not. My phone buzzes once, a discrete tremor in my pocket.

“You’re late,” I tell the man who takes the space beside me without being seen. He wears his suit like a uniform because it is.

“Traffic,” he says.

“There are helicopters for that.”

“Not over this hotel.” A pause. “You want the car brought around?”

“Not yet.” I look at the elevator digits crawl up, then down. Somewhere between those numbers is a woman rinsing me down a drain. “We’ll give it a minute.”

He follows my gaze without lifting his head. Good training, better instinct. “You want me to pull her info?”

I smile, small enough to pass for polite if anyone is watching. “I already have it.”

“Sir.”

“Don’t say sir.” Old habits calcify. I allow it tonight. “There’s a conference registry. I could get everything I need with two calls and a coffee. But coffee is boring.”

“Understood.”

“She’s got a boyfriend,” I add, and watch the man try to figure out if I’m warning him or myself.

He waits, which is why he’s still breathing.

“Name?” I ask, because I said I wouldn’t give it, and now it amuses me to change my mind.

He clears his throat. “Mr. R—”

“Lower,” I say softly.

He adjusts his volume the way other men adjust their ties. “Roman.”

It ripples through me like heat uncurling from a match. Roman. People have been careful with it for a long time. A name that makes doors open and other doors lock.

Below, someone laughs too hard at a joke that didn’t earn it. Music sifts in, the hotel’s curated version of intimacy.

“Find out what room,” I say. “No phone calls. No records. We keep the water still.”

“Of course.”

“And,” I add, because it pleases me to be generous when I’m about to be cruel to someone else, “send flowers to 2318 tomorrow morning. White ones. Clean. No card.”

“Roses?”

“Too obvious. Gardenias.”

He grunts a quiet disagreement that he has the sense to swallow. “Yes, Roman.”

I lean on the rail. The elevator numbers descend. She’ll be asleep soon, telling herself she’s safe because sleep is a door you can close from the inside. Most people don’t know the hinges are on the wrong side.

My phone buzzes again. A different number. A different problem. I ignore it for three beats longer than I should, just to see if it will change without me. It doesn’t. They never do.

I answer, old business entering my voice like smoke under a door. “Talk.”

While I listen, I watch the mirrored bar hold its lies. I think about how she said my words like a dare. I think about how she walked away like it was a choice that would hold.

When the call ends, I tuck the phone away and look at the elevator again.

Lena.

I could have told her then. Given her what she pretends not to need. Names are doorways, yes. But they’re also keys. And I like the sound a lock makes when it turns in my hand.

“Car,” I say at last.

The man beside me murmurs into his sleeve and becomes motion. I wait a heartbeat longer, letting the room fold me back into its pattern. Then I turn away from the rail and walk toward the private exit that keeps me out of photographs and into other things.

Behind me, the bar keeps lying. Above me, rain needles the glass. Somewhere in the vertical distance, a woman sleeps with the latch thrown, and I let her, because velvet is softest right before it tightens.

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Xander never meant to get involved. Two years ago he stumbled into an alley and locked eyes with a stranger beating someone bloody.
That stranger was Jax.
Since then, he's found himself thinking of the guy an unhealthy amount. He was a fantasy for two whole years...until he wasn't. Now they circle each other like fire and gasoline...sparking, burning, never quite touching without leaving marks. Xander isn’t used to being overpowered. But Jax dominates like he was born to, and Xander hates how much he craves it.
It’s push and pull. Bite and bleed. Want and denial.....
Jax hides behind silence and shadows. A violent past, darker urges, walls built out of barbed wire. But Xander keeps digging, keeps fucking showing up, and that scares Jax more than anything. Because Xander isn’t just scratching the surface.
He’s reaching in and pulling Jax apart. And the deeper they fall, the more dangerous it gets.
✨He was supposed to be a pastime. Not a craving. But some obsessions don’t burn out. They burn through.✨