Lost and Rejected Lycan Princess

“I don't like her.”

From outside the room where Adam was in a conversation with his friends, I caught part of his words that sent a chill down my spine.

My hands formed in a fist was stretched forward, ready to knock on the door frozen in mid-air as I overheard those words from my mate, Adam.

I clutched my trembling fingers on the plate, I knew they were talking about me.

I had prepared snacks for him and his friends, snacks his mother had told me was one of their favorites. I had hoped to surprise him but now I was the one being surprised.

My heart broke the more, the words Adam said echoed in my mind, this wasn't the first time I had heard him speak bad about me.

He was never happy with the idea of us being together, always questioning why I was his mate out of all the women in our pack, The moon goddess had paired us and from what I heard, she was the perfect matchmaker, but I guess she had made a mistake with us.

“She is a weak child... constantly in need of protection, I refuse to have someone so weak as my partner, I despise her very existence.” he uttered.

My forced smile now replaced with sadness, I bit my lower lip, willing my emotions to stay in check. I made these snacks with hope that maybe for once I will be appreciated but that can never be possible.

Deep down, I knew that he would never truly accept me as his future mate, I had worked hard to meet his standards, but I was never enough and I never would be.

Soon, he would become the Alpha of the white wolf pack, and for me to be a worthy Luna, he expected me to match the strength of his mother. Those were the words he frequently said to me whenever we talked about getting married, as the future Alpha of the park, the park members are already expecting him to make me his luna. But as a mere human, how could I ever become as powerful as his mother, the current luna of the park? I lacked any trace of werewolf blood in my veins.

I had always felt like a burden to my adoptive parents, though they loved me despite not being their biological child. Sadly, my presence brought them shame and disappointment. They suffered because of me and I couldn't escape the sense that I was unwanted in the moonstone pack. Everyone questioned why they decided to adopt a weak human to be their child.

Though each hurtful word wounded me deeply, I bore it all, wanting to prove myself worthy. But this time, I couldn't hold back the tears welling in my eyes.

Adam's words to his friends struck at the core of my soul, leaving a mark. How could I ignore his hurtful words when they came from the person I loved the most? He was someone I liked before he found out we were mates which made me happy but I am not the mate he wants.

Was I not worthy?

“I will be the happiest person when that pathetic weak girl disappears, I don't want to see her anymore.”

I can’t listen to them anymore.

I put down the food and ran while my tears finally came down freely from my eyes. I loved him, but I knew in myself he would never feel the same as long as he saw me as someone who couldn't match his mother's power.

I was just a human, a loser and a disgrace to the pack. I had been fantasizing about being the strong and beautiful Alpha's Luna.

I stood behind the pack house as tears flooded my vision. Lost in my thought I didn't realize that someone was Standing beside me.

“This is why you can’t become my luna, you are too weak, You can never become the strong Luna I need by my side .” Adam said, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"I, Adam Smith, Future Alpha of the white wolf pack, reject Lara as my mate and Luna."

And my heart was shattered instantly. While tears started flowing immediately, Without any hesitation, he said those words in front of me. Without a second thought he rejected me, my feelings meant nothing to him.

“You are not that important. A weak human like you was like garbage that was easy to throw away.” He brought his face closer to me. “I didn't want you to be my Luna, hope you understand that.”

Adam had everything that every woman wanted, strong, independent, powerful and handsome. He was good at everything. Maybe I needed to accept that there was some other girl out there who would match his expectations and become a better Luna. And that girl was not me and can never be me.

“Just go, I don't want to see your face again.” His words went deep and broke me. Those words coming from someone I loved, were carved into my heart.

I stepped back and ran away. I couldn't stop my tears. I was a useless human. How could I continue my life, if Adam rejected me to be his Luna?

He rejected me…

He didn't want me to be his mate…

There was no reason to be alive….

Leaving the pack, I ran... and ran… until I reached the top of the mountain. My eyes were blurry from tears, I was familiar with this place.

I want to end this misery. I want to end my life.

This was what Adam wanted. I loved him, to the point that I could fulfill his wish.

Being gone would make him the happiest person knowing that his pathetic, weak, unwanted, and unloved Luna was dead.

I wiped the tears from my eyes and walked straight to the edge. When I looked down, I saw how high this cliff was. There was nothing I could hear but the sound of water calling me to jump.

I closed my eyes and recalled every memory with my parents. I am sorry mother, for my decision, but this was for all of us. Adam would find another Luna, and I would soon be forgotten.

No one would remember the weak, unloved, unwanted, and rejected Luna. I was not that important.

I closed my eyes and the last thing I heard was the sound of me entering the water.