

THE BILLIONAIRE'S STUTTERING BRIDE
Shabs Shabs · Ongoing · 50.1k Words
Introduction
Contrastingly, Aurora Johnson, a 20-year-old orphan girl, was taken in by her guardian Uncle Thomas. Her existence is governed by the oppressive regulations imposed by her cruel relatives, leaving her feeling helpless and yearning for affection and care. Additionally, Aurora grapples with a stutter, further enhancing her vulnerability.
The paths of these two individuals converge due to William Knight, a 50-year-old man who must fulfill a long-forgotten promise. In a world where alliances are formed through arranged marriages, Xavier Knight finds himself ensnared in a union with a woman he perceives as a calculating manipulator. Compelled to wed Aurora, a seemingly innocent young lady, Xavier nurtures a deep-seated resentment towards her, convinced that she employs her beauty to deceive his family. Determined to make her existence a living nightmare, Xavier embarks on a vengeful journey, vowing to expose Aurora's true character. However, as their lives intertwine and secrets unravel, Xavier begins to realize that things are not as they appear. Amidst a whirlwind of emotions encompassing anger, attraction, and the pursuit of justice, Xavier and Aurora find themselves on an arduous voyage where love, betrayal, and redemption intersect. Will Xavier's thirst for revenge blind him to the truth? Or will he uncover the depths of Aurora's innocence and unravel the enigmatic tapestry that weaves their intertwined destinies together? Prepare yourself for an enthralling tale of passion, deceit, and unforeseen revelations as the boundaries between love and hate are tested."
Chapter 1
In the dark abyss of her nightmare, Aurora's body convulsed, trapped in the grip of a nightmare. Her head thrashed violently side to side, caught in a struggle between heavy eyelids and the merciless brightness beyond.
The fog of unconsciousness clung stubbornly, as if reluctant to release her into the waking world.
In the clutches of the frightening nightmare, Aurora fought desperately to break free. Gasping for air, she felt a chilling awareness that her breath had abandoned her. Panic surged with each painful throb, a harsh reminder of the nightmare's suffocating grip.
A haunting flashback plunged her into the vortex of her past.
A young Aurora, Teddy clutched tightly, sought solace as the nightmare reenacted the stormy chaos of the car ride. Rain relentlessly pounded the vehicle, as it pirouetted in a chaotic dance, swaying precariously from side to side. In the confined space, Aurora's ears caught fragments of her mother's worried whispers, a desperate plea intertwining with the tumultuous whirl of the vehicle.
"Oh God... Oh God."
"Mommy, what's happening?"
Her mother, with a valiant attempt at reassurance, turned and offered a strained smile. "It's OK, Rory. Just close your eyes, sweetheart."
Tremors vibrated through her small frame, her hands trembling with an unsettling premonition. At the tender age of ten, a disconcerting awareness whispered that all was not well.
Turning her gaze toward her daddy, she glimpsed his face etched with panic, his hands frantically gripping the steering wheel. Wiping her tired eyes, she surveyed the scene outside, then turned to her mother, whose eyes were wet, red, and puffy.
Was she crying?
"What's the matter, Mommy?"
Her mother's eyes locked onto hers, void of fear. In that gaze, there was a silent strength, a resilient defiance against the looming uncertainty. A tender smile graced her lips, a gesture of reassurance that cut through the anxiety. "Nothing to worry about, Rory. It's okay, my love. Just be a brave girl and close your eyes, can you do that for me?" The words carried a subtle plea, a mother's plea for solace in the face of impending chaos.
Amid the unfolding turmoil, her father pivoted to face her, his eyes meeting Aurora's with a tender gaze. A small, reassuring smile graced his lips, a silent promise that transcended the mounting chaos. Clutching the steering wheel, he steadied himself, a father's attempt to offer strength in the face of uncertainty.
Locked in a moment of connection, he spoke with a soft sincerity, "I love you, Aurora." The words, a beacon of warmth, cut through the tension, weaving a thread of comfort amidst the looming storm.
"Daddy, I'm scared," she admitted, clutching her Teddy tightly.
"I know, honey. I know"
A somber shift unfolded as her father exchanged a lingering glance with his wife. In that fleeting moment, unspoken emotions hung heavy in the air, a shared understanding of the impending turmoil. Her father's grip tightened on the steering wheel, a desperate attempt to seize control in the face of the encroaching chaos.
Her mother, sensing the undercurrent of distress, reached for his hand. Their fingers interlocked, a silent reassurance exchanged without words. As they faced the uncertain road ahead, the clasped hands became a tangible link, a bond forged in the crucible of anxiety. The air inside the car crackled with unspoken emotions, a symphony of worry and determination echoing in the confined space.
As the rain relentlessly hammered on the car's exterior, the cacophony drowned out her parents' words. Aurora's young mind erected a barricade against the impending storm of chaos, their voices reduced to distant echoes amid the symphony of raindrops assaulting the metal shell of the vehicle.
In the middle of this strange show, her young heart raced, caught in a mix of fear and not understanding what was happening. The rain kept drumming, matching the chaos inside as the car twirled into a scary unknown. Every raindrop felt like it would take something away from her,, leaving only the echo of her gasp in the storm.
Desperation seeped into her senses as the car continued its erratic sway. Then, above the storm's roar, her daddy's voice pierced through.
"The brakes! The brakes are not working..."
She didn't understand. Brakes? The word echoed in her confusion, amplifying the mounting intensity of the unfolding nightmare.
A gasp escaped her mother's lips..
The nightmarish scene unfolded like a tempest, a chaotic whirlwind of confusion. Aurora's scream pierced through the air, a desperate cry that reverberated in the tumultuous mix of chaos. The sudden flash of oncoming lights intensified the disarray.
As the car swerved, narrowly escaping a collision, the world outside blurred into a dizzying whirlwind. Like a spinning top losing control, the car careened into a disorienting roll. The outside chaos mirrored the pandemonium within the vehicle.
In the midst of this disarray, Aurora's eyes widened, capturing the distorted world through raindrop-covered windows. Clinging desperately to her Teddy, once a mere stuffed companion, it now served as a lifeline amid the storm. The once-familiar world became a canvas of blurred images, screams, and the unsettling symphony of screeching metal and shattering glass. The air was thick with the palpable fear entwined with the torrents of rain.
"Mummyyyyyyyy!"
Aurora snapped awake, gasping for air, the echoes of that traumatic whirlwind lingering. The vivid nightmare had woven a tapestry of fear, leaving her heart racing and the reader breathless in its wake.
In the dim-lit chamber, Aurora clutched her chest, struggling to inhale—another nightmare's cruel encore. Suddenly, a thunderous echo disrupted the haunting quiet, as her uncle's wrath erupted like a malevolent tempest.
In the dim-lit chamber, the weight of another nightmarish episode pressed heavily on Aurora, her hands instinctively clutching at her chest as if trying to anchor herself in the unsettling reality. Abruptly, the haunting quiet was obliterated by a thunderous echo, the mere sound of her uncle's voice carrying an air of impending menace.
"AURORA!"
She jolted upright from the cold kitchen floor, hastily discarding the thin shield of her blanket.
"You foolish witch!" The resonance of his voice filled the room, a cruel overture that foreshadowed the impending brutality. The force of his backhand crashed into Aurora's face with unrestrained violence, propelling her body into the unyielding embrace of the wall. The chamber reverberated with a symphony of pain and fear, a discordant melody born from the piercing echo of her anguished scream.
In the small, dark kitchen, the yelling didn't stop. Every word felt like a hit, making Aurora feel even worse. Then, a hard kick hit her stomach, and she bent over, unable to catch her breath. The room, which used to be quiet, now felt like a battlefield. Aurora was stuck in the middle of this storm, feeling trapped and helpless.
Gasping for breath, she faltered, her attempts to justify the delay drowned in the tormentuous soundscape. "I-I'm s-sorry. I c-couldn't s-sleep last n-night, and then I h-had the s-same n-nightmare," she stammered, desperation clinging to her words like a fraying lifeline. Yet, his disdain knew no bounds, and he seized her by the protesting strands of her hair, further entangling her in the turbulent narrative of cruelty, like a helpless victim caught in the relentless current of a storm.
"I made it clear last night that I'm throwing a party. Amidst the hustle of preparations, you can't even manage a simple breakfast for me," he sneered, seizing her hair with a harsh yank. The pain radiated through her scalp, a physical echo of his disdain. "How am I expected to function on an empty stomach?" The words dripped with scorn, leaving an oppressive atmosphere in their wake.
As she clawed at his hand, he sneered, mocking her efficiency amid the torment. The torment seemed unending until, mercifully, he released her hair. Relief, however, morphed into terror as his fingers closed around her throat, his voice a menacing growl inches from her face.
"Listen, you worthless creature, I don't give a damn about your lame excuses," he spat, the threat hanging in the air like a sinister fog. "Everything had better be flawless tonight, or you'll face the music." With a final venomous glare, he departed, the echoes of his footsteps fading away like a haunting melody, leaving Aurora to navigate the aftermath of this malevolent performance.
In the aftermath of her uncle's harsh departure, Aurora found stood still in the kitchen, a quiet battleground where the remnants of his anger still lingered. With trembling hands, she started preparing breakfast, the sizzle of the pan becoming a counterpoint to the lingering echoes of his cruel words.
As she moved between the stove and the counter, tears welled in her eyes, blurring the ingredients before her. Each tear that fell seemed to mix with the batter she stirred, a silent testimony to the emotional turmoil within. Wiping away the tears with the back of her hand, she pressed on, determined to carry out the mundane task despite the storm that raged within her.
In the solitude of the kitchen, her silent strength unfolded—a poignant blend of resilience and vulnerability, as she cooked not just a meal but a testament to her ability to endure in the face of adversity.
Aurora carefully balanced a tray full of drinks as she made her way through the crowded room. The vibrant lights and pulsating music of the party drowned out her silent footsteps. Her heart raced with anticipation, hoping to navigate the sea of guests unscathed. She weaved through the throng until she reached Sandra, her cousin, who was engrossed in a conversation with a group of friends.
"Ex-excuse me, San-Sandra," Aurora spoke softly, trying to capture her attention over the noise.
"S-Sandra"
Sandra turned her gaze towards Aurora, her eyes filled with disdain. "What took you so long? I've been waiting for my drink forever."
Aurora's hands trembled slightly as she placed the drink in front of Sandra. "I-I ap-apologize for the de-delay. Enjoy."
Sandra scoffed and took a sip, her eyes narrowing. "This drink is warm! Where's the ice! Are you trying to ruin my night?"
Aurora's heart sank as she stammered, "I-I'm sor-sorry, San-Sandra. I-I forgot. I can b-bring you another one-one right a-away."
"YOU FORGOT"she seethed
"Sandy, calm down. I'm sure it was just an innocent mistake," Tim interjected, attempting to diffuse the tension and take control of the situation.
Sandra glared at her boyfriend, narrowing her eyes.
"The only mistake Aurora made was being born!" she spat out, accompanied by laughter from her friends, who saw it as a mere jest.
Aurora's heart sank at Sandra's hurtful words, and she lowered her gaze, concealing the numbness that filled her eyes.
"Sandy, that's enough! Stop acting like a spoiled brat! It isn't a big deal" Tim's voice rose with frustration, almost bordering on a yell.
Sandra's eyes bore into Tim, a mix of shock and anger swirling within her as he dared to defend Aurora instead of standing beside her in front of their friends. The betrayal cut deep, fueling a determination within her to make her cousin pay for this transgression, right then and there.
Before Aurora could react, a wave of anger surged through Sandra. The intensity of her fury fueled a devious plan for revenge, one that involved publicly humiliating Aurora. With a wicked smirk tugging at the corners of her lips, Sandra's eyes locked onto her target. Without hesitation, she extended her arm and forcefully pushed the tray of delicate glasses, sending them hurtling towards the floor. The shattering of glass reverberated through the room, its sharp sound piercing the air and instantly capturing the attention of the guests.
Gasps and murmurs erupted as all eyes turned to the scene of chaos. The shards of broken glass scattered across the polished floor, creating a mesmerizing mosaic of shattered fragments. The atmosphere grew tense, filled with a mixture of shock, curiosity, and apprehension. Aurora stood frozen, her heart pounding in her chest, as the weight of Sandra's deliberate act settled upon her.
In that moment, Aurora realized the extent of Sandra's vindictiveness and the lengths to which she would go to inflict pain. The room buzzed with anticipation, waiting to see how Aurora would react, how she would handle this calculated assault on her dignity. The silence hung heavy, pregnant with anticipation, as the spotlight fell upon Aurora, caught in the aftermath of Sandra's cruel display.
She looked up, her gaze meeting Sandra's triumphant expression. It was a deliberate act of humiliation, designed to bring her further misery.
Aunt Margot, Sandra's mother, stormed over, her eyes blazing with fury at the commotion. "What in the world is going on here?"
Sandra's eyes narrowed with malicious intent as she pointed an accusing finger directly at Aurora. Her voice carried across the room, sharp and filled with contempt, as she directed her accusation towards her mother.
"Mom, can you believe it? Aurora dropped the tray of expensive glasses! She's always been so clumsy, causing trouble wherever she goes!"
"But that's not..." Before the Tim could say anything further, his words were abruptly cut off.
"Stay out of this, Tim," Sandra retorted sharply, her gaze remaining fixed on Aurora.
Aurora felt her heart sink as Sandra's words hung in the air like a poison. The weight of the accusation pressed upon her, amplified by the judgmental gazes of the guests around them. She glanced at her trembling hands, feeling the weight of her supposed clumsiness burdening her.
The room became a battleground of opinions, with some guests whispering in agreement with Sandra's claims, while others held a flicker of doubt in their eyes. Aurora's face flushed with a mix of humiliation, anger, and a determination to prove her innocence. She knew she needed to find strength within herself to overcome this attack on her character, to rise above the doubts and reclaim her dignity.
In the midst of the chaos, Aurora locked eyes with her Aunt, silently pleading for understanding and support.
"Aunt Mar-Margot. I-I didn’t..." But before she could finish
Margot's gaze hardened, her anger boiling over. Without a second thought, Margot slapped Aurora across the face, the force of the blow sending her stumbling back. Pain seared through Aurora's cheek, but it was the weight of her aunt's words that cut deepest.
"You clumsy, good-for-nothing girl! How dare you ruin those expensive glasses!" Margot's voice dripped with venom as she continued her tirade. "You're nothing but a burden in this house, always causing trouble and costing us money." She seethed
"You're a bad curse in this house, Aurora," Margot's voice dripped with venom as she delivered her harsh words. Her eyes bore into Aurora's, filled with disdain. "Your parents died, leaving us to take care of you, and what do we get in return? Your constant clumsiness, always causing trouble and costing us money. You should have just died with them in that crash."
Aurora felt her heart shatter into a million pieces, each word piercing her soul like a dagger. The weight of Margot's cruel words crushed her spirit, and tears streamed down her face, mixing with the pain of her cheek stinging from the slap. The room around her seemed to fade into a haze as she struggled to comprehend the depth of their disdain. In that moment, she felt utterly alone and lost, a fragile soul trapped in a world that offered her nothing but suffering and torment. The wounds of her past and present merged, leaving a deep scar of self-doubt and despair.
"Enough with the gaping, clean up this mess!" Margot's voice rang out, commanding attention. She swiftly shifted her focus to the guests, a composed smile gracing her face. "Apologies for the disturbance. Please, continue to enjoy the party."
The guests around Aurora watched in silence as she painstakingly cleaned the shattered glass, her hands cut and bleeding.
Meanwhile, Thomas, Aurora's uncle, leaned against a nearby wall, observing the scene with detached amusement. His cold gaze met Aurora's, his indifference a sharp blade that twisted in her heart. He made no move to intervene or offer any form of solace.
As Aurora fought to steady her trembling breath, the weight of her burden seemed insurmountable. She fought back the tears, refusing to show her vulnerability in the face of their cruelty. Deep within her, a fire ignited, fueled by a desperate longing for a life of dignity and freedom.
As the night wore on, Aurora's body ached from the work she endured. Her thoughts, usually filled with dreams of escape, were now clouded with desperation. She longed for a life free from the clutches of her cruel relatives, a life where she could be seen and valued for who she truly was.
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