

DESIRED BY THE CURSED LYCAN GOD
Author Ruby · Ongoing · 102.5k Words
Introduction
Alexa is the long awaited mate of Zade, a cursed Lycan God who was banished from heaven after he was framed by his brothers for killing his mother's wolves. Selene, the moon goddess and his mother, decided to give him redemption, by sending a mate. She was unable to identify him as her mate so he took her to his kingdom, not wanting to let her out of his sight. In this story, Zade tries his best to win Alexa’s love while they try to over come all external challenges from long enemies of Zade, and the secret of Alexa’s true identity is discovered. The story is a dark, drama filled romance that ends well, and is filled various themes like romance, second chance and evil ex.
Chapter 1
Chapter 1
Alexa
My heels clanked on the driveway as I got down from the car, and adjusted my blood red dress that clung to every part of my body.
Wearing the two things I’ve kept at the back of my wardrobe for three years and being on my way to get shit faced with my best friends just solidified the fact that my marriage indeed just ended today, and i really signed the divorce papers and gave Collins, my now ex husband and mate, then got thrown out of my house and prison.
Three years ago, i said yes to the man i loved. My mate and my childhood love, looking forward to spending the rest of my life with the man i loved.
Oh how wrong i was.
He started cheating the day after.
Watching the man i loved become a monster hurt me, but i wasn’t ready to let go of the man i fell for.
I kept showing my love, a part of me hoping he would remember how much I loved him.
But nights I tried to care for him, were nights he would hit me.
That was every night. But yesterday, when i saw him with my step sister on our matrimonial bed, I lost it.
Finally gave him divorce papers.
The sight of him being mad and hurling insults at me played like a broken record in my mind.
“You are so ugly! Who do you ever think would look at you? I did you a favor marrying you, you unattractive slut?”
Those words unleashed somethin g in me. Me, attractive?
Tonight was to prove i wasnt. The plan was to get shit faced and to drink until i couldnt remeber the last years of my life, while reveling in the klooks of men.
I would seduce them, and everyone of their lustful looks would be proof i wasnt ugly and unattractive.
That was what the little red dress was for.
We walked into the club, the music pounding loudly and getting me excited.
Immediately, i felt eyes on me, and my eyes met with a particular man at the exclusive section.
Ashly, my best friend since highschool, let out a low whistle. “That man is so fine, damn.”
Georgia, my second best friend chuckled. “You have a mate, Ashly.”
Ashly pouted, but a smile appeared on her fasce. She did have a mate that loved her, and she loved in return.
But she wasnt lying.
Surrounded by men clad in suits, he sat at the exclusive corner of the club, oveerlooking the activities goong down below.
He was sin, dangerous and sexy, and for the firsdt time in a long time, i felt desired as he held my stare, his eyes trailing down my body, and i swallowed.
Take that, Collins. Ive been here only five minutes and the sexiest man alive already wanted me.
I smiled to myself as i broke our eye contact, and weheaded to the bar.
“Keep them coming.” i winked at the bartender who was transfixed on my boobs, and he nodded dazily.
Ashly laughed as the shots came and she rose her cup in a toast. ‘Lets get drunk!”
Georgia mirked, raising her cup. “To the divorce of the year!”
I laughed, clinking cups together with my friends. They have always hated Collins and there was not a day they didnt tell me to leave him.
“Thank you guys, your support is the only reason i was able to do it successfully.”
They smiled encouragely.
Placing the cup of alcohol on my lips, i drowned it in one go, revelling in the burn and finally feeling alive.
I took another, then another while my friends cheered me up.
My head was finally buzzed after the fourth cup and I cheered.
“That was amazing! I finally feel like me again. Fuck you collins!”
“You might want to slow down a bit-” Georgia, the mummy of our group started to chastise, but Ashly cut her off.
“Alexa, that man hasn’t been able to take his eyes off you since we got here.”
My eyes gravitated towards the guy from earlier, and just like ashly said, his eyes were solely on me, the intensity sending delicious shivers down my skin.
I smirked, turning to my friends, “well, might as well give him a show right?”
My legs took me on their own accord to the dance floor, and I had no idea if it was the alcohol, but I had no care in the world as I moved my body sensually to the beat of the music, feeling alive as I felt his eyes take in every one of my movements.
Putting my hands in the air, I twisted my waist to the music, ignoring everything and everyone except him.
From where he was, I could see the hunger in his eyes, and they touched me everywhere, igmit8ng my skin and making me want even more and more of him, a complete stranger.
But not even Collins made me feel a quarter of what I currently felt.
He made me feel like a woman, and I didn’t even know him.
The music, the alcohol, the feel of his eyes on me made the moment even more surreal, and I floated under his stare, but came crashing down as I felt a tap on my shoulder.
I turned to look at the person, and smiled inwardly as I saw it was one of the men who surrounded him.
“Can i help you?” I asked politely.
His stony face gestured towards the exclusive section. “My boss wants to know if you and your friends would like to join him at the exclusive section.”
My heart pumped in excitement, and I turned to my friends.
“We’ll be fine.” Georgia whispered as they gestured for me to leave.
I turned back to the man, and smirked, feeling dangerous and adventurous, wanting to feel anything except the pain Collins caused me.
What better way than a meaningless fling with a man who puts sin to shame?
“Take me to your boss.”
He led me to the exclusive section, and with every coordinated step I took despite my tipsy state, his eyes followed me as I made my way towards him.
As we got to the section, my breath caught in my throat. Here was the most beautiful man I’ve ever seen.
His face was sculpted personally by the moon goddess, with eyes that looked more like precious gems than eyes, and a jaw that could cut diamonds.
His lips were soft and full, and my wolf growled within me with a need to feel them under mine.
As if reading my mind, his pink tongue darted out and licked his lower lip sensually, I feared my legs may no longer hold me up.
But his eyes were different. One looked more grey than blue, and they pierced into me like they could see the secrets I held.
But that wasn’t the only thing. They were filled with danger. And a darkness that ran deep.
And that alone caused me to shiver at his presence.
“Here is she, your highness.”
Highness? Was he an alpha or something?
Well I didn’t care, my legs took me towards him, and his eyes stayed pinned on mine as I stopped in front of him.
I saw his throat work, and I smirked at the effect I had on him.
“I’m Alexa. You asked for me?”
And a smirk widened on his lips, transforming his features to one of pure wickedness and danger, and I wanted him even more.
“Alexa.” He tested my name on his tongue in a low sexy whisper, and the rumble of his deep voice had the hairs on my neck standing as his voice sent shivers down my whole body.
His eyes swept over my body again, and he gestured with his finger that I should come closer.
Boldly I stepped closer and slid between his opened legs.
I had no idea if it was the alcohol or the need to feel anything else, but I bent towards him, placing both my hands at either side of the chair, so my lips were hovering over his.
His eyes darkened and his jaw ticked. I could see he was holding onto his control, but that was the opposite of what I wanted. I needed him to lose control.
His scent filled my nose and I almost moaned as I moved to his ear before whispering. “What’s your own name?”
I pulled away just to see a smirk on his lips, and his hands wrapped around my waist, turning me so now I was seated on his legs while facing the veiw of the club, his breath on my neck and my butt on a certain bulge.
“Why do you want to know my name, Alexa?” He whispered into my ear and I shivered as his hand trailed my inner thigh, sending shivers straight to my core and his other hand trailing my chest and inching to wrap around my throat.
Wanting to lose myself in the pleasure, I grounded my hips on his bulge. “So I can moan it.”
His hands stilled, before a dark chuckle left his lips. “Oh little one. Do you have any idea what I will do to you?”
I turned to look back at him through my lashes and whispered, “Show me.”
And that was the last straw as he crashed his lips on mine, kissing me hungrily and I moaned into the delicious kiss, melting into his touch as his hands trailed towards my wet core.
Fuck you, Collins. I’m neither ugly or unattractive if this dangerous walking sin wants me. And I will savor every part of the pleasure he offers.
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