Introduction
And now I’m lying on her son’s arm. I never thought he would do it with me. Paul was on me while I was staring out the window of the car. He was quietly sleeping. I was stroking his hair and singing a song that had previously been recited by Mom. Suddenly, the surroundings lit up slowly.
It was going to be dawn soon. I put my voice down. He was still clutching me tightly in his sleep. I attempted to loosen his grip.
In anguish, I closed my eyes. My lower back and lower body were in excruciating pain. I gently put his head on the seat and smiled at him. I softly called his name, “Paul.”
“You know how much I love you."
“But now it’s irrelevant to me,” I said as I stroked his hair.
“Are you sure you love me?”
“Then you gave me the ability to hurt you, too.”
I kissed him on the lips right after saying. I got out of the car after giving him my farewell kiss. I didn’t feel any pain. The wound on my back had already turned black and crimson. I made my way to my room.
**
Paul Wilson is a boy with paranoid disorder who falls in love with Elena D'souza, who was his childhood friend. But it appears that their fates do not have to be tied together. For various reasons, they begin to break apart. She despises him more than anything else, but Paul desires complete possession of her. Because of his nature, he hurts her, but if someone else harms her, he doesn't hesitate to hurt them as well.
Can his paranoid love overcome the barriers and unite them? Can Elena change him for the better?
Chapter 1
"Mom, mom," Elena sobbed, reaching out to her mother. She was sitting next to the lifeless body of her mother.
"Mom will never wake up, dear. Please come here." Robert cradled her in his arms, tears welling up in his eyes as he looked at her. "How come, Dad?" asked Elena.
Robert said, "Your mother is sound asleep."
"However, I really want to talk with her," Elena said with watery eyes.
Robert wrapped his arms around Elena and closed his eyes.
'I can't tell you, my darling, that your mother has abandoned us,' Robert squeezed his eyes while thinking.
"Let me handle her, Robert," Anne emerged out of nowhere and said.
"Please, honey, come here." Elena panicked when Anne attempted to hold her.
"Don't touch me. I don't care about you. Tell her to leave!" Elena shouted. "Don't speak in that tone, Elena. She's your aunt, and she'll look after you." Robert stated this vehemently. Anne grinned as she murmured to herself, 'Just hold your breath, little witch. I'll make your life miserable.'
"It's all right, Robert. She is a child who has recently lost her mother," Anne said after a while.
Elena wailed as she stared at Mr. Robert with watery eyes and said to him, "I hate you, Dad." Elena bolted away from the scene. "Elena, wait, Elena," Robert said once again.
However, Anne took his hand in hers and said to him, "Robert, she needs some time. Let me handle this."
"I'm not sure what to do. Please don't mind her. God, take away my love from me," Robert cried.
"Don't cry, Robert," Anne consoled him as she gave him a sorrowful look.
'You'll never know what I did to her, Robert.' Anne's thoughts were interrupted as her phone rang out of nowhere. She went outside after making an excuse for herself.
"Can you tell me why you're calling me? I told you that if you guys murdered them, I'd pay you the money. I gave you an order to kill them both." Anne was on the phone, yelling at someone vehemently.
"Madame, I am extremely sorry. However, there was..."
"Stop it!" Anne yelled, interrupting his talk. "Don't call me again; I'll give you my address." She hung up the phone on him.
'Nobody will ever know what I did to her.' Anne murmured with a mischievous grin.
Five months later, Robert married Anne to care for Elena. However, things did not go as planned.
Anne had a son, and she wanted Robert's entire estate to be inherited by him. As a result, after a year, she began tormenting Elena. She even attempted to murder her once, but failed.
Elena gradually began to doubt her. But it didn't work since her father didn't trust her, and Anne ruined Elena's reputation in the eyes of Robert. Their relationship became worse.
It's been eight years.
I am Elena D'souza, currently 19 years old. My father is Robert D'souza; he is a successful entrepreneur. In the last eight years, I've never been able to become close to my father.
"Pom, where is Dad?" I asked.
"Ma'am, Anne ma'am, and Sir went out. They're not coming back today," Pom answered.
Hearing Pom, I looked around with a heavy sigh because it was his daily routine, and I forgot when we had forgotten our dinner together.
"Okay, I understand."
"Do you want something to eat, ma'am?" Pom asked politely. I smiled warmly at her. She is the only one who is always concerned about my health.
I mumbled to her, "I'm not hungry, Pom. You may go to sleep."
I went upstairs to my room after saying goodbye to her. I was tired, so I went to the bathroom to shower. After bathing, I emerged from the bath while fastening my bathrobe. Then, suddenly, someone grabbed my waist from behind.
I yelled at him, "What exactly are you up to? Please let me go."
Then I heard a husky whisper in my ear, and I knew who had the audacity to hold me in such a way.
Paul whispered in my ear, "Don't be afraid, my sweetheart." It was Paul. He was Anne's son, and he was 21 years old.
I yelled, "How dare you touch me, Paul? I'll tell my dad."
When he heard me, he pulled my hair. It wasn't the first time Paul pulled my hair aggressively. This was something I'd become used to seeing from him.
Paul used to be nice to me, but when his mother married my father, he started treating me brutally. I closed my eyes in agony.
"Do you think it'll work out? Do you expect your dad will believe you?" He said it in a sarcastic tone.
I glared at him fiercely, my eyes welling up with tears. I couldn't figure out why I was crying. Was it a cry of rage or a wail of bereavement?
"Stop it, Paul," I said. I know I won't be able to save myself from him tonight.
"No one, honey," he said as he placed his other hand on my waist.
"I'm sure I can't. This is the day I've been waiting for so long. I'm sorry, but I cannot stop right now." Paul sniffed my body and stated, "I have no time to waste."
"What are you saying?" I asked him while stuttering. I did not have to let that happen. So I began yelling, "Leave me alone, Paul."
Paul pushed me into bed with him. He shut the door and turned up the volume. "What's next? No one will hear your screams." He grinned as he spoke.
I felt both shocked and terrified. "Please don't do this to me," I begged, tears streaming down my face.
Paul grabbed my hand and murmured, "Elena, I'm afraid I won't be able to help you. Do you realize that every man in college wants to date you? And it irritates me to no end."
Last Chapters
#186 Chapter 186
Last Updated: 3/3/2025#185 Chapter 185
Last Updated: 3/3/2025#184 Chapter 184
Last Updated: 3/3/2025#183 Chapter 183
Last Updated: 3/3/2025#182 Chapter 182
Last Updated: 3/3/2025#181 Chapter 181
Last Updated: 3/3/2025#180 Chapter 180
Last Updated: 3/3/2025#179 Chapter 179
Last Updated: 3/3/2025#178 Chapter 178
Last Updated: 3/3/2025#177 Chapter 177
Last Updated: 3/3/2025
You Might Like 😍
Cursed Beauty and her Three Alpha Mates
Cast out by her pack for being wolfless and plagued by uncontrollable heat, Maya has spent her life surviving humiliation in silence.
Fate drags her into the path of Kael Draven, the ruthless Lycan King who claims her… only to reject her.
But Kael is not the only Alpha bound to her.
Finn, her childhood best friend and the rising Alpha, loves her with a devotion so fierce, he spends four years locked away in the most ruthless dungeon only to keep her safe.
Xander, a rogue wolf who can make even Alphas bow to his will, has waited centuries for her to be reborn, and he has no intention of losing her again.
Three Alphas.
Three claims.
One cursed destiny.
They called her wolfless. They thought she was weak. But she is done hiding, and this time, she's rewriting the rules.
Ruined : You will always be mine.
“Fuckkk”, I couldn’t help but scream.
“You need to learn to be obedient” he said as he kept thrusting into me. When I felt his hands on my clit my body shook.
“Asher please, it’s too much”.
“No. if I really wanted to punish you, I would give you all of me”, he said against my ears and my entire body froze. Suddenly he moved and I was standing again. This man was insane.
I felt him behind me. “Ten Lashes for your disobedience”, he said
“Asher please”,
“No”. His voice was cold and void of any emotion.
Asher was what I wanted , what I truly craved until it was too late. An orphan should never fall in love with someone out of their reach. I thought loving him was the right thing to do until he revealed his true identity and Ruined me. I was ruined for everyone one else . I could still feel his touch, it was as if it was etched into my skin. I tired to avoid him but fate wouldn't let it happen.
The Sterling's were the most powerful in Havenwood and Dorian Sterling was off limits.
As an orphan finding out you still have people looking for you is hard to take but when it turns out to be people of wealth and standing I took the other road and ran, but running led me right back to the place I was avoiding and the person I was avoiding.
Asher and Dorling Sterling one and the same. When his first love shows up and along with everyone that has set out to ruin me, I prayed that he could protect me.
Let Them Kneel
Cast out by her pack. Forgotten by the Lycans.
She lived among humans—quiet, invisible, tucked away in a town no one looked at twice.
But when her first heat comes without warning, everything changes.
Her body ignites. Her instincts scream. And something primal stirs beneath her skin—
summoning a big, bad Alpha who knows exactly how to quench her fire.
When he claims her, it’s ecstasy and ruin.
For the first time, she believes she’s been accepted.
Seen.
Chosen.
Until he leaves her the next morning—
like a secret never to be spoken.
But Kaelani is not what they thought.
Not wolfless. Not weak.
There is something ancient inside her. Something powerful. And it’s waking.
And when it does—
they’ll all remember the girl they tried to erase.
Especially him.
She’ll be the dream he keeps chasing… the one thing that ever made him feel alive.
Because secrets never stay buried.
And neither do dreams.
Lightborn: The Demon’s Bond
Bound by the Dragon Mafia
The head chef looked like he was silently praying for death.
I rushed forward. “Amara. Stop traumatizing these poor people.”
She spun around, delighted. “Sera! Good, you’re here. Taste this. It’s missing despair.”
The chef’s face morphed into existential crisis.
I grabbed her arm. “Put the spatula down.”
“But—”
“Down.”
With exaggerated offense, she dropped the spatula and muttered, “Fine. But if no one here has artistic vision, that’s not my fault.”
She went undercover to expose a mafia empire.
He offered her thirty nights to save her life.
When investigative journalist Seraphine Vale steps into the glittering underworld ruled by billionaire crime lord Dante Vescari, she thinks she’s chasing a story about missing women and corruption.
Instead, she uncovers a secret older than blood—an empire built on fire, sin, and dragons.
Bound to Dante by a forbidden pact, Seraphine finds herself caught between fear and desire, truth and temptation.
Each night pulls her deeper into his world of power, passion, and danger…
and closer to the monster hiding beneath his perfect skin.
Thirty nights. One bond.
And a love that might just burn the world to ash.
Taming Her Playboy Bully
Alpha Of Glass And Gold
Four years later, Levi Kingston, the ruthless Alpha who traded his pack for power and built an empire in glass and gold, returns with a proposition that reopens every wound she buried.
A ninety-day marriage contract.
His terms: protect her twins from the enemies his rise created.
Her condition: never fall for him again.
She’s human, or at least that’s what she tells the world. He’s the heir to the city’s hidden packs, a man forged in dominance and secrets. Between them lies a history of rejection, desire, and a bond that refused to die even when they did.
In a world where loyalty is currency and love is leverage, Aurora must decide whether to guard her heart or the truth that could bring Levi Kingston’s entire empire to its knees. proposition that reopens every wound she buried.
Alpha, Billionaire, Strong FL, Fated Mates, Rejected Mates, Secret babies, Twins, A Marriage of Convenience,
The Cursed Alpha King’s Wolfless Bride
After the Divorce She Became Untouchable
Her husband, Abel Donovan, a ruthless and powerful figure, gave her no chance to defend herself, readily believing his stepsister's lies.
Anna was pregnant with his child and was cruelly driven away.
Five years later, Annabelle was no longer the infamous, abandoned woman she once was. She returned as the CEO of the global fashion empire BelleNova.
Abel never imagined she would return, especially with his child.
What the Heart Wants (Book 1 of the Alpha Faros Series)
Not loving him will cost more.
Derek has one goal: survive high school without drawing too much attention or pissing off his pack’s alpha.
As the youngest son of the alpha, his life is governed by lycan hierarchy, tradition, and politics. With no signs of awakening a lycan spirit, his only value is what he can do for the pack’s image. He knows he’s only ever one misstep away from exile… or worse.
Then, he finds a boy trapped in a locker on orientation day, and everything changes.
Derek shouldn’t want Nikolias. He’s off-limits. A risk Derek can’t afford.
So why does it feel like he’s the only thing worth fighting for?
Nikolias has just lost everything: his parents, his home, and any sense of peace. Sent back to the town his family left years ago to live with his prejudiced and controlling uncle, who wants nothing to do with anything—or anyone—not human, he’s trying to do everything in his power to get out quickly.
But then he meets Derek again, and all of his plans vanish in the soft, yearning flecks of gold in Derek’s green-hazel eyes. He’s drawn to Derek in a way that’s impossible to deny, and he thinks Derek feels the same way, despite the danger their relationship holds for him.
As Moonshadow's politics turn deadly, Derek and Nikolai are caught in the crossfire of a war that had started long before they were born, and their bond becomes a threat and a lifeline that neither can afford to sever.
Because the heart wants what it wants….
And it never asks permission.
TW: Graphic Violence, Suicide Ideation, Suicide Attempt, Child Abuse, Cult-Like Behavior
BROKEN TRUST
Neither of them knew she was carrying his child.
Emily’s affair didn’t just end her marriage—it erased the life she thought was guaranteed. Ryan left without looking back, carrying his anger like armor and leaving Emily alone with regret she would never outrun. Three years later, fate drags them back into each other’s world, along with a little girl who has Ryan’s eyes and a truth that shatters everything he thought he knew.
Old wounds reopen, grief masquerades as rage, and love refuses to stay buried. As parenthood binds them together and the past demands accountability, Emily and Ryan must face the question neither of them is ready to answer: is broken trust the end of their story… or the beginning of a love forged through loss, forgiveness, and brutal honesty?
