
The Woman He Can't Have
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Introduction
“And what happens if you don’t get it?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
His smirk faded, replaced by a seriousness that sent my heart racing. “I’ve never had to find out.”
...
Aiden Cole has it all, power, wealth, and control... except the one woman he can't have-Lily Monroe, a fierce and independent artist.
She's everything he's never had: raw, unguarded, and unapologetically herself. But there's one problem—Lily refuses to be another one of his conquests.
As their worlds collide, passion ignites, but so does danger.
In a battle between control and surrender, love and obsession, can Aiden prove that his feelings for Lily are real? Or will the price of their passion be more than either of them can afford?
In this steamy, high-stakes romance, no one wins without risking everything.
Chapter 1
Lily’s Pov
The gallery was alive with the hum of conversation, the clinking of champagne glasses, and the soft strains of classical music floating through the air. The crowd was a mix of the elite and the eccentric, socialites in designer gowns mingled with art critics in turtlenecks, each trying to outdo the other with their opinions on the evening’s centerpiece: Flame and Shadow, my newest collection.
I stood near the edge of the room, clutching a flute of sparkling wine, watching the attendees. This was my night, my work on full display in one of Chicago’s most prestigious galleries. Yet, despite the compliments and the hushed whispers of admiration, I couldn’t shake the sense of unease that crept up my spine.
“Ms. Monroe, your work is breathtaking,” a man in an impeccable suit said, his smile warm but practiced. “The way you capture emotion, simply stunning.”
“Thank you,” I replied with a polite smile, used to the formalities of these events.
I wanted to savor this moment, but the weight of the evening pressed down on me. The art world was as much about politics and connections as it was about creativity. I had learned to navigate it carefully, never letting anyone think I was anything less than confident.
“Lily Monroe?”
The voice was smooth and deep, cutting through the noise around me. I turned, and the sight of him hit me like a shockwave. A man stood before me, tall and striking, his presence commanding the space as if he owned it and maybe he did. His dark hair was perfectly styled, his sharp jawline softened only slightly by the faintest hint of a smirk.
“Yes?” I replied, the word catching in my throat.
“Aiden Cole,” he said, extending a hand. “Your work caught my attention from across the room.”
Of course, I knew who he was. Everyone knew Aiden Cole. The billionaire tech mogul whose name was synonymous with power and innovation. He was also notoriously private, rarely seen at events like this.
“Thank you,” I said, shaking his hand. His grip was firm, his touch lingering just a moment too long. “I’m surprised to see you here. I didn’t think this was your scene.”
“Usually, it’s not,” he admitted, his smirk widening. “But I’ve been looking for something… different. Something that stands out. And your work does.”
His eyes were dark, intense, and they studied me as if I were one of the paintings on the wall. It was unnerving, yet I couldn’t look away.
“Well, I’m glad you found it,” I said, forcing myself to maintain composure. “Though I hope you’re here for the art and not just the networking.”
“Fair point,” he said, his gaze unwavering. “But tell me, Lily, what inspires you to create? What’s the story behind your work?”
I hesitated, caught off guard by the question. Most people didn’t ask about my inspiration, they were more interested in price tags and prestige.
“It’s… personal,” I said carefully. “A mix of emotions, memories, and experiences. Each piece tells its own story.”
“I’d like to hear those stories sometime,” Aiden said, his voice low. “Over dinner, perhaps?”
The boldness of his proposition left me momentarily speechless. He was direct, confident, and clearly used to getting what he wanted.
“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” I said, my voice steady despite the fluttering in my chest.
“Why not?” he asked, tilting his head slightly, as if genuinely curious.
“Because I don’t mix business with… whatever this is,” I replied, gesturing vaguely between us.
He chuckled, a deep, rich sound that sent shivers down my spine. “I admire your boundaries, but this isn’t business. It’s curiosity.”
“And what exactly are you curious about?” I challenged, crossing my arms.
“You,” he said simply, the word heavy with implication.
Before I could respond, the gallery owner approached us, pulling Aiden away to introduce him to another patron. I exhaled deeply, realizing I had been holding my breath.
The night wore on, and I found myself stealing glances at Aiden as he moved through the crowd. He had an ease about him, a quiet confidence that drew people in. Yet, every so often, I caught him looking back at me, his gaze smoldering and intense.
“Lily, you’ve got someone hooked,” said Hannah, my best friend and the gallery’s event coordinator, as she sidled up beside me.
“Hardly,” I scoffed, taking a sip of champagne. “He’s just another rich guy looking for a new shiny object to add to his collection.”
“Maybe,” Hannah said with a grin. “But the way he’s looking at you? That’s not how someone looks at a painting.”
I rolled my eyes, though I couldn’t deny the flicker of excitement her words stirred in me.
Later that evening, as the crowd began to thin, I found myself alone in one of the smaller rooms of the gallery, staring at one of my own paintings. It was a deeply personal piece, one that I rarely displayed, a swirl of fiery reds and shadowy blacks that seemed to capture the chaos and passion I often felt but rarely expressed.
“Is this one yours too?”
I jumped at the sound of his voice, turning to find Aiden standing behind me.
“Yes,” I said, composing myself. “It’s called Inferno.”
“Fitting,” he said, stepping closer. “It’s powerful. Raw. Like the fire inside you.”
I raised an eyebrow, unsure whether to be flattered or offended. “You think you know me that well already?”
“No,” he admitted, his voice softer now. “But I’d like to.”
There was something in his tone that caught me off guard and honesty that felt at odds with his polished exterior. For a moment, I let my guard down, allowing myself to feel the pull between us.
“You’re persistent,” I said, a small smile tugging at my lips.
“When I see something I want, I go after it,” he replied, his gaze locking onto mine.
“And what happens if you don’t get it?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
His smirk faded, replaced by a seriousness that sent my heart racing. “I’ve never had to find out.”
The air between us was thick with tension, and I could feel my resolve wavering. But before I could say anything, he stepped back, giving me space.
“Goodnight, Lily,” he said, his voice a low rumble. “I’ll see you again.”
With that, he turned and walked away, leaving me standing there, my thoughts a whirlwind of confusion and desire.
As I left the gallery that night, the city lights reflecting off the rain-slicked streets, I couldn’t shake the feeling that my life had just taken a turn I wasn’t prepared for.
Aiden Cole was dangerous, not in a physical sense, but in the way he seemed to see right through me, stripping away the walls I had so carefully constructed.
And the scariest part? A part of me wanted to let him in.
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